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Haa hamek kau last updated on July 18th, 10 Oktober baru aku berhasrat nak hapdet...hahaha

patutnya aku hapdet 18 Oktober la kan? Baru cukup tiga bulan aku tak hapdet...hikhik..

eh asal sebut 18 banyak kali dowh? aku dah ah balik 18 Oktober...giler lah hiba aku tengah buat countdown nak balik...wuuuuu T.T

oklah takyah nak sebak sangat, pendek cerita bulan lepas 10 September...eh ngam ngam sebulan lepas...Ya Allah memang telah ditakdirkan ahaa... hahaha

haa 10 September lepas, aku pegi JB....

tujuan melawat Long, then nak gi jenjalan ngan dia...

asalnya adalah beberapa budak laki nak join...aku takde hal jer kalau dak dak ni nak join, dyorang buat hal dyorang, aku hal aku lah lol....

tapi last last cam banyak giler aral melintang menegak mendatar semua, one by one tarik diri...

hmm tak kisahlah asalkan plan aku tak terganggu...

so 10 September malam tu aku gerak pegi JB... pasal naik flight jer, so within an hour dah sampai... aku macam terfikir gak nak naik bas ke ktm ke kan tapi kalau difikirkan akan jarak Ya Rabbi jauhnya, bengkak coccyx aku duduk lol....

Aku landing Senai...eh of course lah satu kapal tu landing Senai...dah tabiat apanya kapal tu biar aku landing Senai naik payung terjun lol... 

Long la yang fetch aku... dengan selsema dia tu...rajin sungguh dak ni kena penyakit...huhu

pastu kan masa on the way nak gi umah dia....lalu kat satu kawasan ni, Long suruh aku maintain pandang kiri....aku dah erk...tapi macam dapat agak...

" Haa tu lah tempat keje bapak ******....( ex crush den masa first year) " 

Cis sompat laie....

Haha...tapi dengar kata dia sambung Malaysia...hmm hmm hmm....

ahahahaha...bukan nak citer pasal dia dalam entry ni so shut up!

So malam tu berakhir dengan aku tido, sebelum tido, sempat bual on the phone dengan mamat yang proposed aku ritu lol, tapi sebab aku rasa macam tak in, so tak jadi ahaa...

Okay 11 September.

Bangun pagi, borak ngan family Long... Siap siap 10 pagi gerak gi Legoland.
Panas nye Ya Rabbi...kalau dok berharian mau bertukar kaler kulit aku huhu

entah kenapa ye hati aku mengatakan kitorang tengah nyanyi lagu Negaraku masa tu...entah kenapa kan....

this is Lego-cake! hehehe....

buat pakai lego dowh pompuan ni...eh dengki pulak aku...huhu

naik benda pusing pusing tu...aku dok leka ngadap fon...hamek kau keluar cam orang mabuk...LOL!

4D movie....cerita apa entah aku tak ingat....sekali sekala muncung takpe kot....kot? haha

giraffe ni pun from lego! semua benda kat sini buat daripada lego...nama pun lego land..hihi

ahaa this shitty watery slides!! bukan this girl..she is Long...slides belakang dia tu... lencun giler kitorang naik mende ni... at first aku memang dah perati kanak kanak sekolah yang safely landed semua lencun sampai ke tudung...aku dah kabo ke Long dia buat dono jer..dipaksa nya jugak aku naik... haa amek kau...
ceritanya...kitorang dok dalam sampan kayu tu...then hiked up and entered that tugu-like thing kat belakang tu...pastu sampai kat hujung, then that sampan will slide down and SPLASHHHH water like hell!
masa kat dalam before sliding down tu kemain Long selawat nabi bagai sekali kena SPLASHHHH dengan air...," CILAKEEE~" HAHAHA aku kat sebelah dia tergelak gelak jer...

tudung aku sejurus kena splash...kemik kepik ahaiiii~

INI..! Remember tadi aku cakap pasal Lego-cake? This is a piece from me which will be a part of Lego-cake...ohmaigod...well sometimes I am quite creative you know...but not on that day...ahahaha... entah apa aku buat tu =.=

I dunno why and how but I like this pic ahaa...

this pic and two more above it are made of legos.... actually banyak lagi monument replica kat situ, but me was too lazy to snap all...and nak buat collage to combine all pun malas...ahaa...so be it

this area of monuments' replicas ala ala macam miniaturk kat Turkey...cuma here is made of legos... kagum tau cemana diorang boleh bersila ramai ramai altogether to create these things...ahaa me memang takde that kecekalan and ketabahan!

And banyak lagi activities kitorang buat tapi aku malas nak snap gambar LOL...

for examples, riding roller coasters, driving boat, riding this riding that...but yeah admit it that USS is way more fun than legoland...

And the people yang ada dalam tu takdelah ramai pun...most were Chinese.. Malays tak jumpa pun...some of school kids yeah ada~ 

the entrance fees for Malaysian adult is around RM120 per person.. I dunno bagi most of people that price is expensive or not... but for me, kalau seorang okaylah... I mean pay for oneself only kan... but if awak angkut one family consist of 5 persons pun dah costs you more than half thousand... 

daripada awak masuk ni, baik awak pergi USS...tambah tolak lebih kurang jer jugak cost dia...am I right or not? USS best lagi hikhik~

but yeah I dont say yang Legoland didnt worth my penny, at least when people ask... yeah I dah jejak Legoland~ ahahaha

Then, go back sebab partially lencun kan tadi naik shitty watery slides tu huh, had to change the clothes...

Dalam pukul 5.30 gitu, kitorang pergi JPO Johor Premium Outlet.... what is JPO? sounds like JPJ..ahaa aint no joke at all...

This JPO sells all branded stuff for not so expensive price....boleh kata murah lah actually...

Masa kitorang pergi ni, still on Raya Sale...so murah branded things were here and there...

Aku sebagai seorang aku, I'm not a shopaholic... yeah I repeat it, I'm not a shopaholic...

because most of the people who knows me sembang kata aku ni muka kuat shopping because yeah I like fashion, I like style..pakai baju kurung pun nak ada style...ahaks...yeke? hmm once masa first year I have been nominated and was one of top three of the most stylish girl in batch...nehh~ not important!

so, bila diorang nampak maybe I looked jangok pegi kelas, (jangok means stylish la), they believed that muka aku ni jenis kuat shopping...and I opposed that belief with a big NO! 

Aku tak suka shopping pun... aku jenis tunggu mood, kalau aku nak beli barang then I buy, two or three sekaligus...aku takdelah like...okay today we buy this that...ahaa next week we find out the latest things there we go again...buying this and that... neh neh neh... so not me! in fact, most of the time I am a cheapskate! LOL

So leaving the topic of me disangka kuat shopping padahal tak..

Banyak benda best situ but macam aku cakap, aku tunggu mood nak shopping then I go tak payah suruh haha!

Masuk one by one shop, dekat Victoria Secret I found out something interesting! Passport holder and travel organizer...omey ngat ngat!

But aku macam tak sampai lagi sawan nak shopping so lek lu !

aku actually memang aim barang Charles and Keith! so aku tunggu jer nak usha kedai tu haha.

we stopped by many shops...almost semua kot...nak sebut sesatu penat jer....

eh ya and miraculously, Long who is a JBian yang boleh datang JPO tu anytime, dia pulak yang shopping!

Whereas me a Penangite tak shopping lagi!

Something's wrong somewhere!

Then, reaching my one and only target Charles and Keith! aku usha usha dulu....yeah their stuffs memang excite me all the time! I hope Charles and Keith stuffs will be still elegant in their ways and fresh and evergreen for 10 years more ahahaha semua bags and wedges aku from theirs. hahaha!

Instead of their young but elegant-style bags, wedges dia pun sangat memukau! 

So far, kalau according to my very own taste and choice, Charles and Keith's wedges paling lawa among all other brands' wedges ever. 

So me ended up leaving the store with two bags...actually wanna buy three....but macam err err... pembaziran apakah ini... so two only is enough! 

furthermore, I was so not gonna buy more bags sebab I came to JB bringing along my backpack only... malas nak bawa luggage! padahal bazir jer baggage allowance! 

so mana aku nak sepuk kalau aku beli bebanyak? 

Then, targeted things owned! 

Usha usha lagi then balik sebab nak fetch Jen angkut pegi meeting KPT on the next day...

Sesambil tu, Long bawak la pusing pusing, tengok how's JB town... Nice!

Then, cerita pasal cerita hantu on Seramshit twitter account pasal a villa there! I saw that villa...ahaa dark!

Lepas tu, going back to Long's house. Penat giler haih. Tidur macam pengsan~ huhu

Okay story pasal meeting KPT will be combined together dengan cerita USS..sebab meeting KPT had nothing much to share...just ke'buang masa'an pergi, nothing new's on... same on TV, internet all media.

Ok till meet again! Bye~

All the way home.....

Hai....

Assalamualaikum....

Cuba teka hari ini hari apa...?
Hari ini hari Khamis........!!
Maknanya dah seminggu saya berada di bumi Malaysia ni.... =D
*haha giler nak jugak mengikut budak tu =.=

so, on that day July 9th, second year batch Stanza Mahabbah pun telah tamat exam.
and petang tu jugak aku plan untuk pindah.
actually a month before, aku dah plan kemas kemas dah.
sebab takut kesuntukan masa....
mahu tidak 9hb habis exam, 10hb malam dah nak balik Malaysia.
dengan nak pindah lagi....unpack barang, kemas molek molek, and before that aku dah cat bilik pun.
bengkak tangan mak nok, padahal cat bilik je, kenapa entah nak bengkak sangat -.-

previous design of the room

my decoration. aku tak kata pun lawa. just aku buat ikut taste aku la. girlish sikit kot haha. *balik nanti kena touch up balik kepala katil tu, aku guna paint spray, tapi sebab kepala katil tu cenggitu keadaan dia, and paint spray tu jenis aerosol, bila spray cecair keluar, so cat tu tak sempat kering disebabkan kepala katil tu dalam posisi begitu and  akibatnya cat menitis ke bawah. haa gitu kau penerangan dia. berbelit belit lagi tak difahami.....

malam. hihi. I loike !

haa ini dia masa nak unpack barang...disaster nauzubillah....tapi in less than an hour kot, I managed to clear up all the clothes.

itulah sedikit kisah tentang perpindahan aku.
barang barang nak balik Malaysia pun last minute baru beli semua.
sebabnya aku busy dengan final exam. and study leave aku memang taknak kacau langsung.
so itula natijahnya, ditambah lagi dengan riot yang berlaku di Mesir started from June 30th sampai bila entah akan berakhir pun aku tak tahu.
Mehla nak cerita sikit kisah riot ni...
Al kisahnya, ada tiga kumpulan besar...
1) Pro Presiden Dr Morsy
2 ) Anti Presiden Dr Morsy ( makna kata lain diorang ni lebih senang dengan pemerintahan Hosni Mubarak yang berjaya digulingkan dua tahun lepas dalam revolusi besar-besaran sampaikan semua rakyat Malaysia di Mesir terpaksa diangkut pulang dalam Ops Piramid)
3 ) Golongan neutral ( golongan neutral ni ada dua puak tamarrud dan tajarrud )
* maaf kalau salah info, make sure cari dulu kesahihan sesuatu input sebelum cakna- pesanan penaja
tapi input yang aku dapat ni daripada Ustaz *alamak lupa nama dia  T.T ustaz tu tinggal kat Mesir ...
ni lah masalah aku nak bercerita tapi lupa....TT.TT

So, ceritanya semenjak pemerintahan Dr Morsy, banyak berlaku inflasi, kadar matawang EGP merosot teruk, pendek kata ekonomi jadi teruklah. plus bekalan elektrik selalu terputus, catuan air, sampah sarap bertebaran serata bumi Mesir disebabkan masalah penyelenggaraan sampah sarap oleh pihak berkuasa.
Ada dua pendapat kat sini, aku tak pasti yang mana benar.
1) Masalah kat atas terjadi disebabkan usaha Dr Morsy dalam mengatasi hutang hutang negara yang bertimbun semasa zaman pemerintahan Hosni Mubarak dulu. So, faham faham jelah kalau dah berhutang dengan Bank Dunia ni, untuk bayar balik, banyak aset-aset negara terpaksa disita bagi melunaskan hutang. Ended up ekonomi negara jadi teruk.
2 ) Kononnya pihak anti-Morsy buat sabotaj bekalan elektrik dari kabel dasar laut dan juga sabotaj dari segi  menaikkan harga barang secara melambung dan lain lain.

and for those reasons, both are acceptable. So, tak tahu mana satu benar. Boleh jadi dua dua pun benar.

Bila dah jadi masalah di atas, golongan neutral (tamarrud) dengan hasutan anti-Morsy pun nak buat mogok/riot/tunjuk perasaan untuk menggulingkan Dr Morsy.
Bukan nak buat, dah buat pun...
Selagi Dr Morsy tak turun jawatan, diorang takkan berhenti buat riot. Sepanjang riot berlangsung di kawasan kawasan tertentu, banyak jenayah dan kejahatan yang diorang ni buat.
Antaranya mencederakan orang di sekitar kawasan riot, membaling mercun/molotov, sexual harassment kepada wanita dan sebagainya.
Sesungguhnya aku rasa annoyed dengan golongan ini, teruk sangat buat bising, dahla time tu musim study leave, nak study pun susah....
Jadi untuk mengelakkan keadaan dari berterusan begitu, Ketua Angkatan Tentera beri notis kepada Dr Morsy untuk turun jawatan dalam masa 48 jam.
Namun, Dr Morsy berkeras...dan pendapat peribadi aku menyokong tindakan Dr Morsy.
Sebab beliau tidak bersalah. Beliau hanya cuba buat yang terbaik untuk Mesir dan negara negara Islam yang lain. Tapi rakyat Mesir tak boleh nak bersabar dan terus terusan menyalahkan Dr Morsy.
48 jam lepas notis keluar, dan rakyat masih tak berhenti buat riot, akhirnya Ketua Angkatan Tentera terpaksa menghadap Dr Morsy dan menggugurkan jawatan Dr Morsy.
Sebak nok masa diorang umum macam tu. Rakyat Mesir; Tamarrud dan anti-Morsy kemain berjoget joget bila dah announced macam tu...siap launch bunga api merdeka lagi.
Sakit pulak hati masa tu.
Suasana hiruk pikuk jugaklah kat area Mara tu, pasal aku duduk situ lagi, dengan mercun sana sini. Dalam hati aku berharap semoga mercun tu meletup kat muka mana mana Tamarrud atau anti-Morsy.

puas hati aku. huhuhu

Then, keesokan hari lepas gugurnya kuasa Dr Morsy, golongan Tajarrud dan Pro Morsy pula bangkit menentang......sampailah ke hari ini.
Dan aku puji golongan ni semasa mogok mereka, diorang tak buat bising pun, rasa syahdu jer tengok diorang berhimpun. Muka pun soleh solehah. Bersemangat.
Tak macam geng Tamarrud lagi lagi geng geng pemuda tu dahla muka macam gangster, hon motor berbalas-balas membingitkan telinga. *okay mengomel.
tapi geram mak tau. eihh.

Marilah kita doakan yang terbaik untuk Mesir. dan juga keselamatan rakyat Malaysia yang masih ada kat Mesir. dan juga rakyat Mesir yang menyokong kebenaran. dan juga segelintir rakyat Mesir yang jahil tu, semoga terbuka la pemikiran diorang.

Okay dah habis bab riot Mesir.
Cerita pasal nak balik Malaysia pulak!!

So, usai kemas barang kat rumah baru, jam 5 petang macam tu gegas balik Mara sebab nak kemas barang yang nak bawak balik Malaysia pulak. and nak buang sisa sisa garbage perpindahan.
lepas buang garbage, segera packing barang...
sebab baru pack then barulah nak timbang bagasi tu.
giler nok, 29.1 kg berat dia. apa ke benda aku sumbat dalam ni yang berat sangat ni....-.-
dahla baggage allowance 30kg jer haih....
*biasanya timbangan yang kita buat lebih ringan berbanding skala timbangan kat airport tu
end up aku keluarkan bagasi kecil yang ada dalam tu....
tinggallah 25.6 kg macam tu.
malam tu around pukul 8.30 malam, limosin pun datang menjemput.
well kali ni aku balik dengan Yaya, sectionmate aku...
actually dia tua setahun pun dari aku...tapi entah, dah terbiasa panggil Yaya jer, so kejanggalan itu terasa bila panggil dia Kak Yaya.

sampai then terus check in. gembira la masuk airport waktu waktu macam tu. tak ramai orang. lengang.
Biasanya, nak scan luggage pun beratur panjang tinggal tak terkeluar je dari terminal tu.
tak masuk lagi pacik pacik arab yang potong line sesedap hati dan perasaan.
selalu jadi kat kitorang sebelum ni. * actually tak yah nak selalu sangat kot. masuk kali ni baru tiga kali depart dari Alexandria Borg El Arab Int Airport tu. =.=

macam biasa.... sebab nak landing nanti keluar dari Egypt, so kena isi arrival form....
and kita dah tahu, nak travel jauh kan so sedia la pen siap siap dalam simpanan....
so aku and Yaya dah selesai tulis form kitorang, datangla mamat arab ni pinjam pen kitorang.
bersilih ganti dia dengan member dia tu, and tahniah la kat member dia yang berjaya membaraikan pen aku. entah cane dia tutup =.=
end up kitorang stuck kat situ. aku pun silap bawak satu je pen, kalau aku bawak lebih, aku tinggal je pen tu kat diorang. hmm :/
naseb boarding lagi sejam, kalau tak hmmm....

maka habis la cerita pen nan sebatang tu....
so kitorang pun tunggu kat gate.

snap sekeping dua. okay dua keping =.= diorang kata aku macam nak gi kenduri...ek..?

around an hour later, kitorang dah diseru untuk boarding.
untuk ke Dubai ni, kitorang naik Flydubai...sebab Emirates tak operate sampai Alex, sampai Cairo jer.
but still Flydubai tu under Emirates branches.
macam Firefly under Malaysia Airlines.....haa gitu....
Although Flydubai is low cost one, but cabin condition wasn't bad.
and usually 3hrs flight dari Alex ke mana mana negara nearby before departing to Kuala Lumpur takde seat tv but not with Flydubai. We got seat tv there.
and lengang giler Flydubai. one row kau sorang. hahaha. plane ni aku yang punya *ketawa kejam
although it was just a three-hours flight to reach Dubai, lama benar terasa.
masa nak dekat dekat sampai tu, fajar pun dah menyinsing.

and to know that local time in Dubai is 2hours faster than Egypt. tulah pasal depart dari Alex jam 12.10am and three hours after that we already got sunrise. sebab kat Dubai dah jam 6.00am masa tu.

landing kat Terminal lain and kena pegi terminal lain. yelaa. macam MAS and Firefly mana sama terminal dia.
*asyik buat perumpamaan kan aku
so we had to catch a private bus to go to that terminal where we would be taking the next flight.
then, sampai kat Dubai International Airport. besaq nok!! jadi jakun kejap.

airport dia style panjang gitu. barang pun best best.

sampai jer serta merta rasa lapar. and kitorang tak puasa pun. musafir katanyahh huhu.

berbekalkan kad kredit yang ada, dapatlah one combo set of chicken royale. maka nikmat Allah swt yang mana kau dustakan. *lap air mata. alltogether dalam AED45/ DHS 45. AED dan DHS tu samalah macam MYR dan RM. nilai matawang Emirati Dirham (AED) pun lebih kurang sama dengan Ringgit Malaysia (RM).

Then jenjalan kejap kat area airport tu sementara nunggu an hour more to board. Naik lenguh jugakla kaki dengan 4 inches wedges tu. tapi apa ada hal aku memang selalu pakai heels... *fenfeeling tinggi sekali sekala apa salahnya :P

aku di tengah tengah daerah airport. =D

Then, sempat la jugakla beli barang sikit, fridge magnet, pen *pen aku kan dimusnahkan oleh mamat arab tu -.-', perfumes, headphone untuk boboy ( kelam kabut shopping kat Egypt lupa nak belikan something untuk boboy, so tinjau la kejap area electronics tu...ended up beli headphone, entah berapa dah headphone dia ada aku pun taktahu :/)......

Habis shopping, terus pergi gate, tapi rasa macam banyak masa lagi, so kitorang pun pegi la charging area kejap nak charge apa yang patut. Padahal dalam flight pun boleh charge.
Seronok seronok online, sedar sedar tinggal 15 minit sebelum berlepas, terkocoh kocoh aku dan Yaya berkejaran pergi boarding gate. dahla mamat jaga boarding gate tu sikitnye kerek. selamat la kena kutuk dengan aku and Yaya.

ni sebelum boarding. aku dan Yaya yang cantik =D

again...both of us...

Masuk dalam cabin kapal, flight attendants Emirates okay la. senyum. and most of the crews are from Asian.  terkejut dok aku bila stewardess buat announcement dalam Bahasa Melayu. jakun kejap kbye.

in flight. muka aku memang takleh nak serius lagi ker. kejam bebudak twitter pegi keji twitcon aku bila aku letak gambo ni. :(

di awan biru.... Seperti biasa, flight besar macam ni memang take time nak tunggu passenger semua masuk. Belum pun take off aku dah terlentok lentok kat situ. hilang keayuan. penat menunggu bila nak take off nya. Bila aku tersedo, dok tang tu lagi tak naik naik. Haih. Tapi takleh nak salahkan jugak dengan passenger berduyun. Anchor tunnel ada satu je. Memang ada satu je pun biasanya. Lagi satu untuk business class.

Akan tetapi dah sampai ruang udara India sampai ke Malaysia, aku dah takleh tido. Angin ke taufan entah, bergoyang segenap kapal.

Lastly after seven hours, maka landinglah di KLIA.
Perasaan fuhh...... happy la babe. takkan sebak lak kan.
oleh sebab tadi kitorang delayed sejam so arrival delayed dalam 30 minutes.
and after that dalam sejam lagi aku kena naik flight lagi sekali pegi Penang.
Bergegas cam tak cukup tanah aku berlari dengan heels tu. Nasib ada skill. Kalau tak jatuh tersembam kat situ.....
Akhirnya berjaya check in. =D
Antara tiga airlines yang aku naik hari tu, memang tak syak lagi Malaysia Airlines lah yang paling kasar take off and landingnye. Tak percaya...? Try la.... haha

Sampai Penang, excited giler la jumpa family ! =D
Hilang segala kepenatan.
Sayangnya Angah takde masa jemput aku... Dia dah kat KMB :(
On the way home, sempat lagi singgah mamak pekena roti canai. hikhik

Okla. thats all regarding my way home.... =')
* Actually dalam plane masa kat Alex lagi, aku dah berfikir fikir, I dont wanna come back here. If only I could do that :/
Yelaa pejam celik pejam celik, these three awesome months will be ending up.
And gotta return back to Alex....
Aku dah cukup gembira kat Malaysia ni.

Okla. Bye. Assalamualaikum.

Kisah Antara Aku dan Durian

Hai....Assalamualaikum...
Mungkin cara hapdet agak berlainan dengan yang sebelum ni....because I din bring my lappy and eager to update my entry now. Hihi
So, last night, perfectly a day after I was reaching home, Mama and Abah decided to bring me along to Banting to visit my Angah who has just started her studies here at KMB around a fortnight before.
So on the way, we stopped by many R&Rs but there is a very one R&R to sell fruits which is Bukit Gantang. We reached there around 2am maybe. We parked right in front of this stall of selling durians.
"Along, ada durian. Jom makan!" Abah.
" Durian? Eh.......nak!" Aku.
" Haa....jom turun..," Abah.
" Eh.....awat nak makan durian pukul 2 pagi macam ni? Satgi sakit perut....," Mama. Baru terjaga dari tidur.
"Eh, takpa.....Along tahan...hihi....," Aku. Keluar dari kereta. Sangat bersemangat.
Then, after having some supper, Abah walked to a stall and bought me a durian and kopek it for me.
Tengah tengah dok khusyuk makan durian dengan berlemuihnya, suddenly came a mamat, handsome one walked passing us. And I dunno whether I looked so thrill for having durian at 2 in the very early morning or looked more like an expecting mum who is mengidam nak makan durian....-.-'
But, who cares.....? It was all about me and durian. Yang penting, I could eat it. And I'm not experiencing any inconvenience in my stomach.   Okay thats all. Till meet again. 4.31am in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan.

LIONEL RICHIE - HELLO LYRICS

Aku dah cuba tapi macam dah tak mampu.

Hai...

Assalamualaikum...

Dulu aku rasa aku pernah memberi tips macam mana nak berhadapan dengan masalah sesama sahabat...

Dan ternyata aku dipilih Allah swt untuk diuji...

 Senang cerita...

aku direct lah this time..

biar gunung berapi pendam ni meledak dengan segala lahar yang terkandung mampat setelah sekian lama di dalamnya.

sejak dulu setiap kali ada orang sekeliling aku, yang buat perangai tak senonoh kat aku, aku layankan jer dengan fikiran, mungkin aku yang salah, so kesalahan yang aku buat menyebabkan tercetusnya perangai tak senonoh tu...

tu dulu...aku ulang dulu..

dulu means beberapa jam lepas...lol

sekarang, juga sejak beberapa jam lepas aku dah takkan kasi chance...

selama ni aku ikutkan ajer, aku cakap elok elok dengan kau, aku cuba tegur kau, cuba ajak berbual, tapi entah berbalas ke tidak... acuh tak acuh... dan tak dilayan..

so, bahagian aku dah habis...aku harap kau faham kalau aku buat tak endah dah kat kau lepas ni...

aku dengan sehabis baik dah cuba untuk ubah mana yang perlu ubah...

habit untuk pengetahuan kau, sukar diubah... tapi demi kau aku dah cuba...

tapi kau masih pandang aku macam tak berubah...tak peduli untuk berubah..

jadi aku dah malas nak pedulikan semua tu...

aku masih lagi akan teruskan dengan inisiatif ke arah perubahan tu...

tapi bukan untuk pedulikan perasaan kau dah...

aku takkan sesekali peduli perasaan kau dah...

see dua kali aku ulang... maksudnya memang tak lah..

sebab penat dan sakit sebenarnya apabila aku peduli tapi difikir tidak...

bila aku cuba puaskan hati kau tapi kau fikir aku abaikan kau...

dan satu lagi, aku tak faham bila kau nak aku berubah untuk kau sedangkan kau ada buat apa apa untuk aku..?

aku cuba faham kau, kau cuba faham aku..?

aku cuba adapt dengan habit kau, kau ada cuba adapt dengan habit aku..?

alasan, kau jenis tak boleh blah blah blah...

habis kalau aku kasi kau alasan kenapa aku tak boleh tinggal habit aku sebab blah blah blah, kau ada nak peduli?

kau dari dulu aku nampak, selalu bring up salah aku, tapi aku ada bring up salah kau..? aku tanya, ADA..?

takde aku rasa takde...pasal aku rasa kelemahan kau bukan menjadi masalah untuk aku...

aku boleh terima...

tapi kau ada...? ADA...?

bukan aku nak tunjuk baik, tak langsung...

tapi aku nak kau layan lah aku the same way aku layan kau...

cubalah faham aku macam aku cuba faham kau...

dan of course yang aku nak, bukan slow talk atau sesi luah perasaan bagai... kau tak payah minta maaf pun takpe... sebab aku dapat rasakan semakin hari perasaan kasih sayang aku dah kurang... aku tak faham kenapa, tetapi benar, ianya berkurang... so aku dah tak boleh nak adapt dengan suasana hiba syahdu bagai...

aku dah tak boleh... bukan dengan kau jer, dengan orang lain pun... even dengan mama aku, adik adik aku pun, aku dah tak boleh nak tepuk tepuk bahu diorang, dan tenangkan diorang kalau diorang sedih,

bukan maksudnya aku tak peduli, aku peduli...! tapi method untuk memanifestasikan tu dah tak ngam dengan jiwa aku, harap maaf...

so, just ubah la cara layanan kau kat aku...

please... aku tak minta kau rendahkan ego kau..sikit pun tak...

cuma aku minta kalaulah aku cuba rendahkan ego aku, kau boleh respon sewajarnya... bukan pandang enteng macam aku tak wujud...

Aku minta maaflah.. entri ni tak patut wujud sebenarnya... tapi kalau aku biar membara dalam jiwa aku, aku takut satu hari nanti ianya meledak, dan takkan sembuh dah...

so, I have to...

aku akui one fine day later, bila aku baca entri ni, aku akan maki diri aku sendiri, dah kenapa aku nak emo sangat... benda boleh setel~

masalahnya, setakat ni, ni lah benda paling tak boleh setel... serious talk...

okla, aku perlu berehat... aku dah tak larat...

penat fizikal, penat mental, penat hati, penat jiwa....

look  pathetic...

 ok salam...

Dedicated to you medical students-to-be

Assalamualaikum...

Hai ! 

This is just a quick entry regarding stuff which I really have to do currently.

Now is CVS study leave...

ouh...and CVS stands for Cardiovascular System..

and practical exam for this particular module was held right on yesterday..

My comment is....teeeeetttttt...

Actually it wasnt that bad but I feel bad as I lost my concentration during pharmacology spot... 

not having enough time to read the last question indeed so what I did was.....hentam ! so sad... 

every single mark was precious lorh..

and the prof who asked me question during physiology test was so...... susah soalan dia tanya...hmm

that was related to CNS the previous module, All grateful to Allah swt as He gave me idea on how to answer or otherwise I was a dead meat ! Thanks Allah...

( technically, these were happened since Mara interview few years back, the interviewer was asking kind of difficult and errrr-to-answer question... same goes to OSCE last year and this again... was this face looked like someone who knows everything...huhu T.T)

so lets pray for my practical marks....

and here are books for upcoming exam...

pages in the book... not to forget, kindly please dont dump your physics knowledge as apparently, they are applied again here... 

practical slides and jars...and of course these are not even half of all them... by other means, banyak...

motive of the entry is of course bukan nak kasi down, but to reveal the actual view of medicine world...

as almost all of medical outsiders have been talked that medic is tough....

yeah... it is tough...

but, hardworks, tawakkal and biiznillah, everything will be okay... =D

okay thats all....salam =D

Turkiye 4.0

Hai! Assalamualaikum..!

Here I am again for Turkiye 4.0...

duhh....tired already with all these stuff....

but to stop writing regarding all these, I may regret my laziness in the future... so lazy girl, let us continue~

Day 04...

As usual, woke up, performed solah, prepared ourselves...

Others had breakfast at the cafe...whereas me had mine in the room...

After finishing, then all gathered nearby Sultanahmed Tramway Station...

Well...yaa... for this post and two upcoming posts would be quite striking due to what you can see... red winter coat...~ but I likee! =D

morning istanbul ! from left: Dira, Qihah, Dayah, Bee ( bee, kenapa buat muka duckface bee? kenapa?)

At the back : Aku

First activity was supposed to be Bosphorus Trip...

Akan tetapi, cuaca pagi tu agak mendung...takde lah mendung sangat... tapi tak berapa lawa lah...

Kalau naik pagi tu pun, tak nampak apa-apa...

So, plan was changed ! Kitorang pergi Grand Bazar dulu untuk beli barang-barang...

As we had gone there last night, so list-to-buy was already created well in mind...

Firstly, we stopped by T-shirt shop to buy T-shirts....

so, we could get per piece by 8 TL...

I personally bought for parents, myself and a someone...huhu...

technically, best boy friend...ngee ~

arghhh ! merah ! silau ~ my right and left were shops in the Grand Bazar...

Next, added some key chains, fridge magnets etc etc...

while others like Maya bought lamp, Faqihah was busy finding postcards, and pouches too...

I actually dont know why did they all buy the pouches.... yaa... maybe there is something useful which I didnt discover yet... =P

Then, went to Egyptian Market... I needed to buy some Turkish Delight to be brought home this early of July or end of June or middle of June... actually I hope it is in May..^_^

Then, while buying, guess what?  the promoter of the shop asked for my hand to be his wife...

desperate gamaknya... I am just 20 ! ><

So, at last, finished buying... 

We gathered outside the Egyptian Market nearby the Yeni Cami... actually it is Jami' or Mosque..

Like in Egypt, J is changed to G, becomes Gami', in Turkey, they changed J to C, becomes Cami'... 

can you see the pattern there?

actually, during the whole time trip in Turkey, I couldnt figure out the answer, how is in the world, consisting of soooo many languages? How could be from Adam, the first human on the Earth, languages were created until we got like so many languages nowadays minus the slang that was contributed by each sub areas in each country for a single language? Yeah, I dont think Adam talked various languages to Hawa... Just how come these things happened? According to Faqihah, 'faktor muka bumi' is one of the reason.

*okay banyak pula persoalan aku...=.=' 

just forget it... manalah tahu nanti esok-esok dah bosan jadi doktor, boleh buat research pasal benda ni pulak? huhu...

Me and burungss....

just what I did there? =.='' ( seram gamaknya burung-burung tengok aku, berwinter coat merah umpama ibu tiri ! well, what is the relation between ibu tiri and reddish winter coat? )

And in all of sudden, Bee wanted to go to the toilet, so as kakak yang baik, I volunteered myself to accompany her... yeah.. actually we did have a family tree among us in the gang !

The Mama is Yana, sisters to Mama are Dayah as Mak Ngah, and Dira as Mak Cu...

Bee is Yana's daughter... and I am Bee's sister...

but.... I am not Yana's daughter... I am a partner to Dira who is Yana's sister... 

Nampak tak betapa keluarga enam puluh sembilan kat situ? hoho...

Abaikan !

So, on the way to the very terpencil toilet, we had to pass by a market...

I dont know what market actually it was... but there was sold animal's stuff !

Macam-macam benda ada...!

Like, for instances; flowers, seeds, birds' cages, animal's food etc... 

terbaik la friskies kat sana beli by timbang... hoho

bunga ! winter pun dah lawa tumbuh dia...kalau musim bunga tak tahulah aku ! =.=

tulip's seeds ! see... tulip's seeds tu according to the colour of flower !

pacat !!! memang aku melompat lah bila nampak je benda alah ni ! tapi, dengan sisa-sisa keberanian yang tinggal, berjaya jugak aku tangkap gambar diorang ! so, senyum kalian !

again ! flowers~

rakyat jelata yang ada kat situ...

the greyish sky didnt appear bright as always.. as the sun hid behind the cottony clouds...but still people were scattering away... walked, crawled, glanced right and left proudly... proud stepping on their own land... proud of Islam slowly progressing on theirs... still climbed up reaching the glimpse of stars... the glimpse of success... Allahuakbar ! * okay tak payah nak mood poet sangat kot...huhu

done in ladies... while waiting others... =D

okay... semua dah ada... lapan orang dalam gambar plus sorang yang tengah ambil gambar... 

Then, Saed called asking kitorang gerak from that comfort zone to another place located at opposite by passing through the underground pedestrian bridge or mafhumnya jejantas bawah tanah.. in Turkish tak tahu but in Arabic it is called 'Nafak'..

upon reaching the opposite side of the former... can you see behind me, there was a boat-like hut on the sea... Guess what? It was a kitchen... for the chefs to cook the dishes and on my right was a roofless tavern... believe in me on the first glance, you would expect that it was a ship floating stationary on the sea... 

but it wasn't when you saw two or three men were preparing meals busily..!

punya lama duduk situ, rupanya kitorang berada di kawasan yang salah...!

rupanya, opposite sebelah sana where you could see the bridge on your left when your body heading to the sea ! 

sampai, and we were on the Bosphorus Trip plan !...

amoi atas kapal ~ " kau ada keturunan chinese ke?" Jiji.

" akak orang korea ke?" adik floor... 

" enti siniyyah?" pakcik teksi...

takde kalian, takde !

view from the boat ! tu lah kot agaknya masjid kitorang singgah solat tadi...

boat still kat persisiran laut...angin dah menderu meleperkan tudung aku... aigoo ~

boat kat sebelah !

few minutes after that... yeah we were on board !

birds were flying away... chased for the food we threw away... water of the sea flew calmly even though millions of molecules fought against each other deep inside... bumped into aggressively following the direction of cold breeze... I was standing there...observed everything in gross...lost myself to the seasick and vertigo...

single picture paints thousand words... 

however, the brightness of the flash hid away the gloom and bleakness of the weather...

gambar kitorang suku perjalanan.... sejuk..! tapi still chill~ tengoklah separuh perjalanan nanti... semua duduk rapat-rapat... berjuang giler, dah tahu sejuk, moved away la pergi tempat lain, turun bawah ke... 

bukan tak nak gerak, nak gerak, tapi sayang pulak... view cantik dari situ...huhu

haa..haa... nampak? kerapatan terjalin di situ... sejuk giler ! Dira dah entah ke mana... tak tahan sejuk dah dia... pakai sweater semata kot... 

Mesti Turkish and foreigners yang on board sekali dengan kitorang merasakan keutuhan dan keampuhan jati diri kitorang dan semangat yang tidak berbelah bahagi menahan kesejukan kat situ... * padahal dalam hati " dah kenapa budak-budak ni buang tabiat apa duduk situ?hoho"

diorang all dah moved away ke tengah cari heater... kitorang je still bertahan kat situ...! ><

nampak betapa kesejukannya Bee...whereas aku sempat menjeling kamera... this was from Saed's I think...

muka sejurus mendapat heater... tersenyum kelat =.=

kecomelan... ^_^ dewasa kelak mesti kacak..! haha... * ni pun dari kamera Saed jugak ni rasanya..

Tahukah?

Masa nak dekat dekat habis Bosphorus trip ni, ada dua orang budak kecil lelaki kembar/ budak lelaki kecil kembar/ budak kembar kecil lelaki/ budak kembar lelaki kecil? pedulikan je la... adoii...

mereka berdua berlari-lari dekat area kitorang duduk... salah sorang kembar tu comot giler muka dia...dahla pakai baju kaler hijau.. " Dah macam askar aku tengok budak ni !" Dira... hahaha... *ketawa aku bila ingat

Budak tu seakan-akan tahu dia dikutuk... lantas dia dan kembar dia plan satu misi !

Cuba teka apa dia... !

tengok dia buat apa kat Dira ! bersungguh diorang tarik Dira sampai dia bangun... !

Korang tau diorang nak buat apa kat Dira?

Hahahaha... Nak dihumbannye Dira ke laut ! hahahaha

Kelakar giler misi diorang ! haha.. *okay aku tak tahu ni kelakar ke tak.. but still aku boleh gelak masa aku tulis ni...hoho

Then, lepas penat ketawa, boat pun dah sampai ke destinasi... 

Kitorang pun turun and next to do was eating !

destinasi : Yassinbalik... tak silap nama dia... balik means ikan !

ni masa tunggu makanan... 

there it was ! fish-patty.. I dont know what its name in Turkish... * wanna ask Saed... he doesnt online... already slept maybe

tapi benda ni sedap ! ^_^

sooner after we finished eating... 

Then, what was next?

Taksim or New Paris !!

Apakah tempat ini?

This was the place where we could find out branded products were in sale ! in Turkish- Indirim !

In Arabic- Okazion- something like that~

So, to reach that particular place... firstly, walked through the Galata Bridge then, * sekali angin menyapa mesra, perghh ! menggigil~ semua jalan laju-laju dah macam penguins berarak masuk igloo !

 one of the alternative way was riding on tram...more or less like that...

Here was the stop...

we had to pass through a tunnel... like climbing hill ?

nampak tak tu---- TUNEL? 138 yasinda? apakah~ Tunnel? 138 tahun? mungkinlah mungkin~ huhu

haa...tram tu macam ni rupa dia... ini kat Taksim dah... actually, it had two points.. satu dari bawah tadi sampai the beginning of Taksim... second was dari tengah macam tu ke hujung... kot ~ huhu

this was Taksim... ! =D

First shop to stop by was....chocolate shop !

so, inilah dia kedai tersebut... see the bars of chocolate! consist of much colour which represented their types...

yang kaler putih tu adalah tempe~ okay percayakah? no, it was bar of white chocolate, yang the darkest one adalah dark chocolate while in between white and dark chocolate is milk chocolate..

nampak tak yang paling atas, the bulges looked rounded...well,  those were hazelnut underlied beneath the bars of chocolate..

yang second and third lines tu nampak not so obvious single scattered bulges... but still those were bulges ! those were almonds I think...pyriform in shape... 

well said, I am a person who is easily amazed by new things... and easy to laugh too~ I dont know why I always laugh... just maybe my euphoria threshold was too low...huhu

and in this shop, I was amazed by the arrangement of the legumes...

how could they arrange those? seems it is hard job to do... ke by machines?

from Saed's... dahsyat giler gambar ! kacau bilau~ must be two or three girls of each picture who looked downwards... while few looked at this camera.. and others who moved in confusing whether to look down the camera Dayah was holding, or looked at here...! adoii

then, Saed left us for a while... he left for praying...

erasers~ Aku sendiri tak faham sebab masa kat Turkey ni adalah 2-3 kali aku termasuk kedai buku... macam Egypt takde kedai buku je...huhu...

however, those erasers were unique !

I barely dont know what exhibition was this... more or less regarding history perhaps...

In between the hectic place of shopping, they established an exhibition to clarify history of Turkey... not so much years back... from some articles that I had read, those were about less than a century history...

technically, I didnt read those as all were in Turkish... I just read the number as only those I could understand...T.T

what the girls really did while waiting Saed ~

Then, we spent few hours in Taksim... I just avoided myself from entering shops for a long time each....

Worried that I couldnt help myself from buying those goods... 

So, stepped away... was the best option ! 

* actually, my friends and colleagues thought I am a branded-stuff lover... I dont know why... they stated that~

Then, we have done in Taksim...

We went back passing through a descending rocky alley.....

It was so cold on that particular night...

We were just walking quickly... 

We stopped by this place called Galata Tower... I thought it was a light house !

okay..this was the Galata Tower... technically it is a watch tower... guess what?

I thought it is a lighthouse/ rumah api... *by time, I began to think just what the heck was the lighthouse doing there, I mean in the middle of land... usually lighthouse situated at the coast right? hehhh~

rupanya, it is a watch tower... 

* mujur ingat rumah api, kalau aku ingat kincir angin... tak ke nampak ke'fail'an kat situ? hoho

just macam mana aku boleh ingat benda ni rumah api ea? ><

next was we straightly went to the apartment...

Sampai je bilik, terus rendam kaki dalam air panas... I mean air suam...huhu

legaaaa ~

so, I hit the ending of the fourth day...

Next day would be the day when we went to Bursa located in Asia continent of Turkey...

haha... okay bye Assalamualaikum !