Koleksi terbaru

 Hi everybody

Aku rasa dah lama aku tak update tentang koleksi beg aku. Well I'm busy now since aku kerja. Padahal banyak benda penting yang berlaku sejak aku start kerja huhu

Aku baru beli 2 beg sebab aku rasa aku perlu beli sesuatu demi mengekalkan kewarasan aku masa total lockdown ni. Satu untuk kerja satu untuk jalan jalan.

Untuk kerja aku beli beg Longchamp Le Pliage in small size warna navy. Sekarang aku cover pusat kuarantin covid 19 jawi as medical officer. Sebelum ni aku kat blood bank hsj hopefully aku dapat balik sana asap. Jadi kitorang kerja kat covid centre ni selama 4 hari then cuti 4 hari begitulah seterusnya. Untuk 4 hari bekerja tu kalau kitorang kerja shift siang kitorang akan stay kat hostel dalam 3 mlm mcmtu. Which means aku kena bawa barang untuk stay hostel. Usually aku bawa 2 bag, first bag untuk simpan baju toiletteries tudung undergarment etc, second bag untuk simpan pen, cop, purse, phone, charger etc untuk dibawa ke bilik gerakan.

Along the way aku ada bawa beberapa jenis second bag sebagai percubaan yang mana paling sesuai. First bag consistently aku guna bagpack husband aku yang aku bagi untuk hantaran haritu. Sangat berbaloi k bagpack tu, saiz agak besar, design ala ala korean gitu. Daripada short vacay pegi Cameron Highland sampailah ke pkrc kegunaannya. Okay so first bag bukan masalahnya. Second bag adalah masalahnya. 

Shift kitorang 12jam agak panjang. Kitorang akan buat kerja2 kat bilik gerakan. Semakin lama buat kerja, semakin aku rasa aku perlu bawa lebih banyak barang. Antaranya stokin sebab aku jenis buat kerja bersila atas kerusi dan kaki aku akan kejung disebabkan aircond nan dingin. Then bila shift malam pulak, tetiba rasa perlu untuk bawa thermos mug untuk minum air panas, sebab bila berjaga malam di tempat sejuk selalu rasa perut berangin. Pastu seluar untuk tidur la apa la. Aku end up pakai Longchamp Le Pliage backpack yang aku beli kat Amsterdam 4 tahun lalu. Selepas few days aku guna beg tu, aku rasa beg tu aesthetically pleasing. Suka untuk aku ingatkan material dia adalah nylon, so sangat lightweight ye, seperti tiada jisim. Barang2 essential aku muat dalam tu cumanya dia adalah sejenis bagpack. First bag aku pun bagpack yang saiznya agak besar, pastu nak bawa backpack ni lagi. Berat dan kelakar ya. 

Jadi muncullah idea untuk beli beg Longchamp Le Pliage ( Le pliage= foldable ) versi tote/ long handle. Dia ada juga versi short handle cumanya penuh tangan la nak pegang beg la nak pegang makanan bawa balik hostel la. Mulanya aku beli saiz small in navy. Tapi bila tengok review and mod shot kat pinterest, aku rasa large okay. Aku end up beli large size. Sekali sampai nah, besar sangat rasa, then bila letak benda yang tumpat macam thermos mug, terus melayut sampai ke bawah paras punggung beg tu. BIG NO NO!

Then aku request untuk size exchange through email, then lepas tu, sales associate (SA) tu urus everything la. The best part is, untuk exchange/ return, Longchamp SA akan emel consignment notes untuk kita tampal atas kotak tu untuk kita hantar balik beg tu kat diorang, meaning to say tak payah bayar pun courier, then SA tu akan arrange pick up timing dengan kita untuk orang courier tu datang pick up parcel tu kat rumah/ address yang kita guna untuk shipment. Hebat kan? Like tak perlu bayar extra untuk courier, tak perlu pegi courier office tu untuk hantar parcel tu.

Nampak macam biasa je. Actually look nice in real life. Ringan, spacious, very useful.

Harga dia RM 535. One youtuber ni cakap actually mahal untuk sebuah bag nylon. Agak betul, tapi bila fikir balik how useful it is and how long it can lasts without decaying, actually worth it. Beg ni korang boleh  bawa untuk pegi kerja, pegi kelas, pegi vacation. 

Kalau yang jenis pegi vacation kuat shopping tu, boleh bawa beg ni as extra bag, lipat letak dalam luggage, nanti terlebih shopping and luggage tak muat, boleh keluarkan senjata ini untuk simpan barang shopping tu. Tapi untuk tujuan tu, boleh beli yang large size, more space.

Untuk pegi kerja, aku rasa small size sesuai, sebab actually dah banyak barang dah boleh simpan. Just enough. Plus kalau korang jenis bawa barang tak berapa banyak and korang beli yang large size tu, nampak saggy dan tak cantik. Kalau small, just right je. 

Nanti aku nak share whats in my bag latest version.

Beg jalan2 pun nanti aku share.

Till then.

Love Story

 Hi hello.

That day I ve already posted about my bestfriend turned boyfriend turned fiance. It was a very long story of multiple relationships before I finally found this man I love.

To summarize my first boyfriend when I was in school, broke up with me when I was in Egypt doing medical degree. 

Then bits of liking some boys here and there before I was in platonic relationship with a senior which also studied abroad. Then when I realized I had no future with him because he was really far away and no real date and whatnot, I started to be closed with one of batchmate. Then I ended up my platonic relationship. And started new relationship with this batchmate. This time it was a real relationship cause we're near to each other and real dates were happening. We're together for like 4years, 3years plus short distance and several months ldr. I was happy because I had companion but when we're in ldr, I learnt that I was not really happy but I chose to ignore the red flags. He looked like he was taking care of me but beneath that it s just a pure inferiority complex, overprotective, selfish and abusive act. But I didnt realize because I thought that's how men will be when they're in love. I was wrong and wronged in so many ways. Finally I've decided to end the relationship. 

Then I found this man who I thought I shouldnt have met. We met in PTM an induction program before we started housemanship. I really thought he was my man, as he brought different air in my love story. We went for hiking for one whole night together with his younger brother. Moments happened here and there. And we finally decided we should date. A month later, I figured out an unknown girl tried to request to be a follower on my Instagram but I ignored cause I didn't know her. Actually I did look at her Instagram profile to see if we had mutuals. But nothing. Mainly posted her photos alone with captions she's befriended someone which may be just anyone. Then we continued our relationship. One fine night, I scrolling through his instagram and by instinct I felt like scrolling the girl's instagram and there it was....their photo together. I was like Whutt it wasn't there the last time I checked this girl's account. The next day I actually confronted this girl and introduced myself as his girlfriend. And guess what she introduced herself as his girlfriend too. I was like 'this cunt....' She appeared very calm as if she already knew who was me, but still wanted to do extra efforts (according to her) and I didn't know when was the timeline they started relationship cause as to me, when I was in relationship with him, she was still a friend to him. And to conclude, as much as I hate him, I hate her even more. But that was history.

Thanks to you guys cause finally I've found this man love of my life. Like I said in my previous post, the very first time we encountered I already fell for his charms, but I immediately rushed back to reality. He must be taken. 

Then yada yada, July 31st 2019 we confessed to each other. I initiated that by the way. I shall remember till forever 'Like you more than a friend'. Then we went out for dates like so frequent almost every week. He'll just find time and space for us to spend time together. We planned our off day as well whenever possible. He always fetches me home from work. He's not short tempered, quite funny, romantic, kind soul plus tall and handsome. I've never thought my soulmate will be someone like this. I set my bar way too low before lol

Story cut short, after a flawless period of lovey dovey, we tied an eternal knot on August 16th 2020. We now husband and wife. 

Now we're approaching 11months of happy and wonderful marriage. 

He's now Forensic medical officer whereas I have to be Covid medical officer for time being.

As a husband, he completes my life. He drives me to work, helps me with house chores (washing dishes, laundry etc etc) My only job is to cook. And he also cleans up everything after I cook. The best thing is that he never complains. Even once. Idk maybe this is our honeymoon phase. Lets hope he ll be like this forever.

Next month will be our first anniversary. It will be way more fun if we can cross boundaries sobss, we can go on vacation. 

Till then. Goodbye.

About the man I love

Hi

(Sorry this post has been one year here unposted cause I was so busy and only happened to figure out my password. Enjoy reading)

It's a very long time since then.

My life has been up and down.

Juggling my life with my work as a houseman, and latest with the love of my life.

I think it s not too much if I finally say I've found the love of my life.

After several relationships, ups and downs, starting and breaking up, 

I finally found my man.

He is a tall slim fair man with a pair of big eyes, having protruding jawlines, long neck and obvious adam apple.

 He is totally different from my types before, which is usually not really tall and sometimes not really fair.

He was my colleague during my posting at medical and surgery department.

We barely talked during medical posting. When we're in surgery department working at periphery wards, ICU and ED, then only we become close.

At first, he looks a bit firm and stern and not really a type of socializing person, often seen alone.

Again not my usual type, my type is usually a soft guy, loves to socialize.

Eventually when we saw a lot of cases together, I realize he's a fun guy, make silly jokes, responsible and reliable colleague.

The first time I saw him when I was in corridor clerking case  for the first time.
I was there alone so clueless what to do, I threw my sight around me to see if there's someone I can ask for help. At the end of the corridor, I saw a tall guy with white coat and mask on was also stealing a look at me.
'This guy may know what to do'
And of course he knew, when I asked him, he seemed knowing what I didn't know, and taught me everything.
At some point while he was teaching, I glanced at him. This man is good looking. With his pair of big downward slanting eyes.

'What if he's my soulmate...'
'No la he surely has girlfriend. Guy like this always taken'

Then the rest was history.
We moved to next department; surgical.

'Jom teman aku pegi SOPD'
'Buat apa?'
'OT list'
'Jom'

'Weh lapaq'
'Jom cafe'

'Weh redzone ada case. Jom'
'Jom redzone'

He was always my 'jom' friend.
He taught me a lot of things.
Some sweet moments when we're still friends.
 There was a bleeding patient sent to scope room from redzone for ogds stat.
Hb was about 5. We need to resus him fast. I pumped blood to volume up the patient. And there was him holding that restless patient with left hand while helped me turning the 3-way with his right hand. Enjoyed the moment for a while before Dr Nabil asked him to change his bloody apron.

We always spent time at surgical discharge lounge together, only both of us. Sometimes in light sometimes in dark.

At the end of July 2019, we confessed to each other. 

And get ourselves engaged at the end of January 2020, almost two months engaged now.

Before I be with him, I can see he's a preserve man. He only allows certain people in his life. Only enjoy company of certain people mostly boys. And often seen alone as I said.
When I started to get close to him, I began with opening up my stories I don't usually tell people, my painful memories, and he listened to me attentively. I checked his phone beforehand, I know thats not right, but I need to do what I have to. There's no frequent chats, no frequent calls from same person, so my first thought was he's gay haha
Cause with that package living in Malay neighbourhood, it s almost impossible to be single.
But then I learn he's straight and also single.

Being with him, is amazing as a whole. He's head to toe an honest person, communicates when he feels unpleasant, a loving and caring boyfriend, willing to sacrifice everything for both of us.
We've gone out for dates for only God knows how many times already, and he was the one who picked me up and sent me home everytime. God bless him for that. 

Here's photo of us getting engaged. 

Here's my engagement ring. We actually already surveyed some jewellery store for my engagement ring. Nothing seems suitable. But one day when we went to Queensbay Mall (our favourite mall to spend time), we went to Wah Chan store. And there it is....my engagement ring. White gold checked. Diamond checked. Simple not so huge checked. Price reasonable checked. Actually he wanted to buy me another ring (psst actually more expensive then this one) I turned it down cause I wanted this baby here. 

My engagement dais from Zura Primadona. Actually my friend suggested this bridal boutique to me. 

Basically that s how we started and my small engagement ceremony. 

Till we meet again bye.