it is !

Assalamualaikum...

Hai !

ailohhh... I am revising my pharmacology stuff for this upcoming practical examination...to be exact...tomorrow ! *wish me the best among the best of luck ! =D insyaAllah...Allah swt kan adeee...

then, me who never settle up single thing without mixing it up with other jobs....

viewing for hanafedora's  blog....

and stalked her son...BABY WILWIL...soooooooooooo cuteeee !!!

right-click was disabled...so, i cant simply copy the photos of her son....

kindly, please view her blog to see that kid !

and you know what, staring at the photos... i mean her son, not her husband of course !! i tried imagining to have my own kid =O...

hahahaha.... it was so nonsense !

maybe sebab dah tua kannnn..... so rasa keibuan itu muncul dengan sendirinya...

i thought on which way shall I guide and care my kids... 

shall I become a garang Mom or a strict so-so Mom or friend-like Mom or so-busy Mom or whatever?

never mind...still have looooooooooooongg time for deciding which type of Mom I could be... still have time till expecting...*smirking

but of course I prefer not to have anything like that in these ages...^_^

so young lahh... i have much more things and mission to accomplish then only have gut to think bout that....

tapi dalam pun begitu... sudah membayangkan bagaimana menjadi ibu ?? *geleng-geleng

memanglah betul sudah tuaaaa... T.T

this pic is to insta...however mobile internet was so slow taknak kalah dengan lori pasir, so bersemadilah sahaja dalam fon...*sigh

btw....this pic was before taking arabic test... muka dua puluh tahun...

rupanya tua dah aku...dah 2 dekad diri atas bumi Allah swt ni... *again sigh

I am officially 20.

Assalamualaikum...

Hai !

Well actually, my birthday was on January 22nd...and I am only able to update regarding it today...technically tonight...

Iyee...secara rasminya, saya sudah berumur 20 tahun... dua puluh yee...tiada lagi belas-belas...seperti belas kasihan ataupun belas-ah ajer...muehehe...*ingat kelakar ke? tolongla matang kau sudah tua ! =.=

so, on that particular day I jumped into other group's lecture...group C to be specific...

sebab petang tu aku ada kelas bahasa arab tepat jam 5 petang dan jadual kelas aku sebenarnya dari jam 12 tengah hari sehinggalah jam 4 petang...

jadi, untuk mengelakkan ke'tak larat'an dan kemalasan yang amat membimbangkan jiwa dan sanubari, 

aku pun pergi kelas pagi ! so can take some nap in the evening after coming back from class...

on the way pergi kelas Mummy call...! 

Diorang ( family) siap nyanyi lagu happy birthday ramai-ramai lagi dalam fon...

Maka, aku menjadi sangat gembira dan terharu....

And mummy memberikan sepatah dua kata... amat syahdu sekali ye tuan tuan puan puan yang dirahmati Allah swt sekalian... mujurlah tidak kuyup airmata di situ...ekeke~

then, ramai jugak member-member yang mengucapkan selamat hari jadi, happy birthday, sanah helwa dan seumpamanya... 

everything went smooth on that day, percayalah... tiada perkara malang lagi memalukan seperti hari-hari sebelumnya berlaku pada hari itu.. alhamdulillah... terima kasih Allah...for giving me a nice day without any bad things happened... mohon berterusan ^_^

petang itu, pergi kelas arab...and once I went back to my room...jeng jeng jeng !

there was a very someone had left a bouquet of white carnations and a bar of snicker right on my unflipped lappy without initial ! 

haaa... siapakah gerangan yang menimbulkan syak wasangka di hati ini ? :O

inilah hadiah dari seorang yang misteri berkenaan...

dan apabila aku turn on lappy...inilah yang terpapar...begitu terkejut sekali aku dibuatnya... mestilah orang yang meninggalkan nota ini sama dengan orang yang meninggalkan sejambak bunga and sekeping coklat berkenaan jugaa...

adakah adik-adik floor ? tapi mustahil, mereka ada aktiviti ketika itu...!
adakah crush-crush aku yang telah berjaya menyelinap masuk ? ouh my pradaa !! kalau lah crush-crush aku yang bagi, maka serta-merta aku naik ke atas rooftop dan berdiri daaaannnnn .............berdiri saja...( berdiri cukup...tak payah melalak-lalak nak jerit kata seronok...malu kat makcik arab tengah jemur baju kat bawah tu...wakaka...*crush tu jadi crush-crush yee sebab sememangnya mereka adalah ramai ! >< )

atau adakah budak geng aku seperti yana, dira, baby, maya, dan dayah ??
tapi...mustahil mereka...mustahil... kerana satu-satunya perkara yang mereka tidak akan lakukan adalah memuji aku cantik ! muehehehe

rupanya... penyelinap misteri berkenaan ialah Kak Fazira...mantan akak sharing a.k.a usrah aku...
as expected....sebab masa aku balik kelas tadi, lobi asrama penuh dengan kakak-kakak tahun tiga...
dan Kak Fazira merupakan pelajar tahun tiga....mihmihmih...
mati-mati ingat crush-crush aku tahuuu... mujur belum panjat rooftop lagi untuk berdiri dan......dannnnn..... berdiri saja ~
by the way millions thanx to you Kak Fazira...! masih ingat lagi birthday saya...dan saya amatlah terharu dengan ingatan itu.... ><

dan sekali lagi aku keluar balik untuk ambil duit dan pergi belikan coklat untuk kembar-kembar berdaulat aku tersebut...
tidak syak lagi abang long yeop dan kembar jadian izzat bueno !
sampai tiga orang tahu mempunyai tarikh lahir yang sama... berada dalam satu section yang sama dan dulunya belajar di kolej persediaan yang sememangnya berlainan ! kiranya aku dari KTT, yeop dari KSP dan izzat dari IKIP !
adalah sesuatu yang amat pelik sehingga boleh dicalonkan jadi 7 perkara ajaib di dunia....! *terlampau melampau
sambung cerita, aku keluar dengan yana masa tu... yana tidaklah tinggal di asrama bersama-sama aku dan dira...tapi lepas kelas arab, dia ikut kitorang balik asrama...alasan dia nak tengok kasut silah !
macam aku tak tahu ajer niat diorang nak celebrate birthday aku...kehkehkeh.... *bajet tau

dan sekembalinya dari keluar sebentar tadi, masuk ke bilik.......
aku rasa aku tinggalkan bilik dalam keadaan terang benderang..kenapa telah menjadi gelap ?
I smelt something fishy ! and........ plappp ! lampu terbukak...and they five sang 'happy birthday' to me...
hahaha.... aku ketawa jer...pasal i expect that oledi lah girlssss....
on the table, there were cake baked by yana i guess and cekodok by dayah...
tahu je budak-budak ni, aku kebulur cekodok ! hahaha...
then, minutes later....silah came in with food from GAD...okay i remembered that on the way to bank just now, we met Silah on the way....rupanya bila dia cerita balik, time tu dia nak pergi kejan pakcik GAD yang lambat giler buatkan order dia...hahaha...
then, we ate much...
baby tak makan pun...kesian dia sakit perut....diarrhea katanya... muka lesu jer tapi sanggup datang all the way from gamaah to sesostrees to celebrate my birthday ! thanx bee....!
thanx lah korang semua ! =D
then, aku saja bukak Galaxy Note 2 baby dan bukak whatsapp dia dengan yana !
haha...ketawa aku baca.... rupanya masa aku keluar tu jugak, baby, dayah dan maya baru sampai..... by cab...
then, untuk elak selisih....yana whatsapp suruh tunduk, nyorok...selinap masuk pelan-pelan !
" woii ! tunduk2 !! bahaya ! " ini antara yang aku ingat...
macam nak pasang jerangkap samar jer! hahaha....
kelakar la korang....aigooo

and ni present dari diorang...sangatlah susah-susah ! dahla dah bake cake semua...pegi carikkan hadiah lagi... adehhh...

kitorang tak tangkap gambar pun pasal yelah kan dalam bilik, semua free hair belaka...hehehe

dan tadi, pergi sharing...! kali ni celebrate dengan kak mira pula...! hehe...

member sharing...from left front clockwise : nisa yang cute, soli yang ayu, aku yang cun (haha perasan ), hawa yang sweet, kak mira yang comel, dira yang sakit perut, dan izy yang anggun... why must be someone got stomach ache during my birthday celebration ? hoho * tangan aku sedang sua makanan ke mulut..lapau weh...aku tak lunch sebab konon dah kenyang makan breakfast...hamek kauu ! sekali malam tiba, merana !

ni nisa yang tangkapkan sebab obviously she's not there !

the food

by nisa....curi-curi... and i took it from her... kekeke... so, there's dira yang senyum keperitan akibat sakit perut... fokus betul aku...entah apa yang penting sangat tu....=.=''

gorgeous! izy dan dira... =D

hadiah yang maha pinky ! muehehehe ~ thanx you all !

okay...that's all...i need to revise my lesson for these upcoming tests !
pray me the best of luck ! =D
bye Assalamualaikum...

ReUnion with EX-room 3 floor 5

Hai !

Assalamualaikum....

Well...hari tu kitorang, aku, Biha, Miya, Aina n Amani si omonim telah mengadakan reunion for the first time this year...at Spectra Restaurant...^_^

As planned, kitorang gather kat Gama'ah then from there, we'll move to Spectra, Downtown !

Aku yang duduk jauh di sini...have to gerak by taxi supaya cepat and tak drag masa...

So these are pics captured during that occasion...

dari kejauhan dah nampak escalator ni not moving...thought this escalator has sensor boleh detect orang lalu, then only it runs...kitorang pun menghampiri dengan yakinnya...sekali memang tak bole guna daa...=.= bapak batak giler...tapi, bila kitorang balik, it is functioning...lololol

this is how the seats and tables look like...

this is another side of the restaurant...this restaurant is big...really...!

me and miya...was looking at the menu then suddenly aina asked for pictureeee...so here we were...=D

ayu biha and never-sad amani ! hehehe...always cheerful in any pictures she was in :D

aina ! after capturing us, then she captured herself...maybe after realizing that we were too busy with the menu and didnt bother to capture her...=.=''
so hungreyyy laaa....time never wait when the stomach rumbled !

all of us ! from left : Biha, Amani, me, Miya and Aina...:D CHEESE !!

apple pie madness ! first to come...
sumpah lazat !! =DDDD

amani's...I couldnt recall its name...it was something like penna with white sauce and seafood...

Biha's...again forgot its name...okay...I am noob -.-''''
it was french fries with crunchy fried...not-so-fried chicken with cheese underlying within it...

aina's and miya's ...not vastly differed...but they tasted different...believe in me...
I have no idea on how they people made something those looked alike yet tasted different...-.-''
Maybe, something like spices or herbs or else were mixed together ??

yeahh...finally, MINE ! country chicken with french fries and rice...and black pepper sauce...
the rice sincerely was so delicious...I love that rice !

was also mine ! Lemon mint....~ a bit sour but it fulfilled my taste !

five of us ! =D

after meal...again five of us...with SPECTRA as the background subject..

me ! nak jugak kannnn....=.=

again, me !

yeahh...YOGULAND ! yogurt-ice cream... like Tutti Fruitti but Tutti Fruitti is better....
this is strawbery or in arabic, faraulah flavour...they dont provide much flavours for us... Maybe more to come sooner... ^_^

okay...that's all regarding this...
bye.. Assalamualaikum...

Bad Day

Hai !

Assalamualaikum !

It is just a quick entry regarding today that is a must-to-write in very sleepy right now..

So much sorry for bad grammar wse !

Today was just like other days initially...

I off went for lectures...joining other group's lectures actually because I technically had something to do..

It was on halfway when I figured out it was raining outside...and I was in cab, totally forgot to bring along the umbrella !!

The closer I came to the faculty, the heavier rain seems to be !

So testing my patience...and ruined off my mood...= (

Went out off the cab, walked rapidly in quite heavy rain...and luckily wore pair of jeans...allowed me to walk fast !

Reaching class in not-so-wet...! but I was wet...=.=

Took place at the row behind...must have kesedaran that I jumped into other's lecture...so their right to sit at the front must be considered !

Then, came a group of boys...sat in row in front of me...and just off all those guys, why did the tallest one should sit in front of me? urghh !!

During lectures, dummy me had to fight with his height to look at the slides in front...

so annoyed lahh !! lastly, I moved to next seat to avoid me cursing from the bottom of heart !

second lecture was the time when he'd gone leaving clear view of slides from my place...and it was pleasant studying without 'mountain' blocking you !

but it only lasted for few minutes before I felt slight vibration at my place...

I ignored it at first...but the longer the time was, the vibration changed into earthquake !

I couldnt withstand and stared at a guy in the same front row whose legs shook like death !!! GOSHH...

lepas satu, satu !! pencakar langit first then came earthquake...ouhh disaster !!

afterwards, finished the lectures, rushed to practical session...again jumped into section 6 practical which was not totally mine....

again, sat at the back...prevent hatred eyes looked at you unsatisfied when you sat freely in front...

sat properly, before again a group of guys came in...it was okay few minutes before I realized these guys were talking to a girl and they were standing around me ! sangat melemaskan...T.T

one of them bumped into me few times...not purposely

nvm...!

back...stopped by an accessory shop to buy birthday present for Yana...it was her birthday today..=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! ^_^

but, before deciding the best present, we had to view for several shops and for that, we struggled in quite heavy shower...umbrella-less ! and bad luck-me, outer-clothes-less T.T

again, got wet !! soon Maya came along with us...luckily she bought an umbrella and I shared under that thing with her...half wet ! better than fully wet...right?

wet was one thing, cold was another....pity me !!!

then, another bad luck came right into its track as in that particular time under the heavy rain, flooded road...

when me hesitated to step in front as the road was so muddy and watery...

someone in all of sudden came riding on pillion of a bike...and I didnt know whether that guy acknowledged me or not, fighting with the rain and mud =.=''

but if he did...it was embarrassing...T.T

reached Yana's place...celebrated her birthday...this was actually the thing that I had...

after that, straight away went to misturk, our arabic class...

again in heavy pour...T.T

luckily, now I was not in cold !!

not to forget, again unlucky me had left my ipod and phone at Yana's...

this was crazyyyy !!!

today, i had to compile all my colleagues' work for the assignment ...as we shall have a discussion with prof tomorrow...

and I urgently had to keep in touch with them to ease work !!

ahhhh !!! so unlucky me lahhhhh.... T.T

but, relieved after finishing all the work and here I am writing about the day...

finally, could put a smile...

hopefully tomorrow's discussion will be fine...

okay..it is 2.++ am...and I need to wake up early tomorrow...

bye...Assalamualaikum...

* not to forget to bring along the umbrella...

It is Thursday

Well said hari ni hari khamis...

Dan aku rasa agak gembira sebab boleh bersenang lenang, berlenggang kangkung, bermalas-malasan atas katil sebab hari ni kelas aku habis awal dan aku tak de aktiviti lain seperti SC, sharing etc2...muehehehe

Dan untuk mengisi kekosongan yang tiada tolok bandingnya ni, 

aku pun membuka blog http://theotherkhairul.blogspot.com dan membaca entri-entri lama beliau...

( padahal buku physiology dan segala bagai tu dah membengkak dalam beg, aku tak buka2...pemalas cakapla pemalas...kan mudah?? )

eh dah separuh jalan pun haa...

Hai ! 

Assalamualaikum *senyuman manis

 bila korang dah cakap separuh jalan, then baru teringat ada sesuatu yang korang tak cakap di awal cerita kan, rasa macam korang dah naik highway PLUS Penang-KL, dah sampai Jelapang baru ingat kucing Parsi korang nama dia Tommy tak kasi makan lagi, kebulur lah dia seminggu...hekhek * tak kelakar -.-'

Ubah topik kejap, adik-adik floor aku ada bela kucing parsi...beginilah lebih kurang paras rupanya...
Aku yang sememangnya penakut kucing ni, tiap-tiap pagi terkejut dok bila ternampak kucing ni berehat di dalam sinki ataupun dalam toilet...kesian aku =.=
pepagi dah tachycardia...
okayy !!

Berbalik pada topik tadi...

penulis blog ni lelaki, kalau pun dia tak bagitahu SAYA SEORANG LELAKI, 

aku dah tahu pun dia ni lelaki...( dari blog link pun dah tahu )

Pasal kerja dia nak bash perempuan tak cantik dan memuji perempuan cantik dan kutuk awek gedik jer...
dan asyik menangkan kaum lelaki...LOL

Seriously...

dalam-dalam pun penulisan dia yang agak annoying tu, 

tapi aku still baca, pasal medium pemikiran dia, aku setuju ! Haha

Samada dia memiliki mentaliti wanita atau aku ada cara fikir orang lelaki...

Emm...entahla * geleng-geleng

As written in his blog, pada dia menurut my assessment lah, girls are complicated...
Alaaa...no need my assessment nor his writing pun dah tahu memang ciptaan Allah swt yang bernama perempuan ini teramatlah complicated...
buat sesuatu dengan bersangatan teliti ditambah lagi emosi bara membara...hehe
Aku yang pempuan pun cakap pempuan cenggitu...~
Sebab memang betul...
Cuba tengok dalam sesuatu event yang menggabungkan tenaga kaum lelaki dan perempuan...

Contoh terbaik : Dinner batch
Lelaki : Okay...saya rasa kita perlu kutip dana lagi bagi menampung mana-mana kekurangan dalam majlis ni. Eloklah kalau kita buat kutipan ke ape..
Perempuan : Eh, apa dresscode untuk majlis tu nanti ? Warna ikut tema ke tak ? Polka dot ke bunga-bunga ?

See ! Lelaki lebih ke arah menjayakan majlis dan diorang takde nak kisah sangat pasal dresscode apa ke benda ni.. Lantaklah janji pakai baju..
Perempuan pula semua benda dia fikir... Dresscode, warna tema, hiasan dalaman dewan, doorgift yang comel lagi disukai ramai...macam-macam lah lagi...hatta sampai bekas plastik nak buat kutipan dana untuk majlis tu pun dia sibuk fikir nak cari kat mana... see kan how teliti the girls are?? *smirking

Lelaki juga memang selalunya buat dono je dengan sekeliling dia...
Akan tetapi kalau perempuan kecoh sedunia..

Contoh terbaik : Tengah berjalan menuju ke kelas apabila sebuah kereta terlanggar lopak dan air sedikit memercik ke baju.
Lelaki : **** (curse)!! Nasib baik sikit je... * kalau tak curse, tak sah =...=
Perempuan : Oh, mak kau datuk ! Eh, kereta ni ! Nasib baik buat dari besi tau, kalau buat dari belon, dah lama aku cucuk dengan jarum, biar meletup kereta dia ! Aku jalan punya besar kat sini, selamba je dia redah lopak tu ! Kan dah terpercik dua titik air kat aku ni...Haishhh ! *bebel nak panjang aje -.-''

Lelaki berbual nak pasal alam je...konon up to date lahh...
Perempuan pulak kalau berbual, kalau tak masuk pasal satu-satu individu, rasa macam tak lengkap perbualan dia..

Contoh terbaik : Masa rewang ( prepare for majlis like kupas bawang, kacau lauk wse) Lelaki kacau gulai kawah, perempuan kupas bawang segala bagai kat bangsal...
Lelaki : Din, tambah lagi santan dia... Tak cukup lemak ni.. ( Din yang entah sapa pun tuang lagi air santan)...  Emm...minyak ron 97 naik lagi esok ni... Kerajaan ni tak habis-habis nak naikkan harga minyak.. Kerajaan ni perlu buat bancian dulu. Bukan semua rakyat mampu. Yang mampu pun kena pakai duit banyak. Kereta bukan setakat pakai minyak, maintenance dia makan ribu juga. Dengan kerosakan lagi. Ni powerwindow kereta aku ada problem pulak. Korang tau tak kat mana tempat boleh baiki ?
Perempuan : Eh, Siah... Tak cukup tu bawang merah tu.. kena kupas banyak lagi... ( Semua ibu-ibu di situ pun sambung la kupas bawang lagi )
Eh, dengar kata bakal suami anak si Semah ni kerja besar-besar jugak. Beruntunglah anak Semah. Yang kesian ni anak Rokiah, suami anak dia dibuang keje dek boss syarikat dia.. Aku tak tahu lah makan apa diorang anak beranak nanti. Sekarang harga gula pun bukan main naik lagi. Dengan susu anak.. Cucu si Rokiah tu kecik-kecik lagi. Udahler banyak jugak cucu dia tu... *gayah Joyah

See kan ? *no offense ye kerajaan =.=

As stated above, perempuan ni mewah dengan emosi dan perasaan...lelaki pulak bajet cool je padahal semua tu pada zahirnya je...
Contoh terbaik : Masa putus cinta
Lelaki : Aku dah clash dengan awek aku yang ke-18...tapi chill lah...Tengah nak adjust yang ke-19 ni... Hahaha... ( cakap lebat padahal semalam masa mandi dalam shower, air mata dia turun lagi laju dari air shower...alaa jangan tipulah...paling tak pun kau duduk kan seharian dalam bilik, berkunci siap, dok renung gambar dengan ex kau kan... control emo aje kau...choii )
Perempuan : Ex...aku....dah....dump....aku... *nangis sampai selok ( padahal seminggu lepas tu status fb dah in the relationship dengan polan mana pulak dah... perempuan zaman sekarang perghh...tak tahulah nak kata perempuan ke atau lelaki yang murah...cepat noh dapat pengganti...aku ni habuk pun takde =.= tak comel kan, tak yah sembang kencang lahh...)

Macam tu lah selalunya.... realiti abad ini...
Selain cover emosi semasa clash, lelaki jugak pandai cover emosi ketika ada perempuan confess kat dia...
* actually, aku tak tahu lah apa pandangan korang apabila pempuan confess kat lelaki, tapi as for me tak de masalah... daripada menagih harapan, baik bagitahu terus ye dok ? senang pun senang...
takde pening-pening kepala... but depends on kekuatan pempuan tu la...it's not even easy to talk to person who the girl admires, then confession is much much much harder than that...
kecuali aku lah...konon berjiwa gentleman kan...muehehehe~
" kalau saya jadi lelaki, mesti saya menjadi pujaan wanita," i ever stated that in front of people...confidently !
whattt thee fishhh ???

Contoh terbaik : Bila seseorang confess kat dia tak kiralah melalui medium apa...
Lelaki : Oh... ( ayat macam takde apa-apa jer...padahal dah terlompat macam kera dapat bunga =.=) I am glad that you are apparently into me...but take this as an apology...i dont think i feel as the same... ( ayat serius mengecewakan...tapi kalau terserempak, usha jugak pempuan tu...lololol =.='' baik sumpah jadi tenuk je spesis ni...! )
Perempuan : Like seriouslyyy ?? Haha...Why do you think you like me? I takde apa-apa pun lahh...Hahaha... ( ayat macam suka tau...gedik pun ada -.-'...padahal dalam hati...' eihh...muka kuda pasir seyhh ada hati nak aku yang comel...caitt !'
p/s perempuan ni kadang-kadang lebih kurang macam lelaki juga in certain thing, ke aku je macam tu...?? epic fail ! as people always misunderstand yang perempuan tu konon suka that guy but actually she doesnt...she just tries to be nice at the most... and usually, she would treat the guys equally special... and dengan semua orang jugak la pempuan tu kena gosip...apa punya kesian la nasib dia....aku tumpang kesian..

Selain itu, mostly lelaki zaman sekarang bajet hot jer, semua awek dia nak ayat...=.='
Tu baru awek single, belum lagi campur awek orang, tunang orang hatta bini orang...
Awak-awak, mohon pegi kubur kebumi diri sendiri ! * adakah aku sedang mem'bash' kaum lelaki ? :O
Do I actually care ? *mohon jangan ade budak lelaki sesat masuk sini
Then, kecoh-kecoh kata perempuan zaman sekarang murah la apa lahh...
Eh, tumpang cela sikit ye...dah kau yang ayat perempuan macam hero filem tamil tu, mana lah pempuan tu tak cair ibarat coklat masakan dalam pan...?
Entah kan pempuan tu tengah sedih baru lepas break up siang tadi dengan ex dia, tiba-tiba pulak petang tu kau muncul dengan ayat-ayat semanis kurma...
mahu tak confuse pempuan tu, dia patut sedih ke tak ?
yelaa...pasal kau pun nampak kacak lagi dari ex dia.....
haa...jangan tipu lah pempuan takkan berubah hati, I mean sayang sangat kat ex dia sampai tak nak kat orang lain...dusta nista je semua tu...
sometimes, belum break up pun lagi dah ada spare, lelaki sekarang pulak semua awek pun dia nak...
awek orang pun dia nak kebas...nak-nak awek member...fuhh...yang tu jugak la dia nak suka secara diam-diam dan memasang strategi untuk merampas secara senyap...muahaha...*just saying...no offense

And then, if ada perempuan yang does the exactly same thing with these bajet hot guys,
mula lah kata pempuan ni kejam lah, tak berperikemanusiaan lah....lebih berperikehaiwanan lahh...
come on la dude !
what did you give, you would get back !
jadi, usahla saling kutuk-mengutuki kata-mengatai cemuh-mencemuhi...
marilah kita bersama-sama cela-mencelai...eh...nasihat-menasihati....
jaga lah apa yang patut dijaga...
buat lah apa yang perlu demi kemaslahatan bersama...
ingat...atas muka bumi ni...jantina ada dua jer...lelaki dan perempuan....(yang kufur jantina tu tolak tepi lah)
kalau lelaki dah bermusuhan dengan perempuan...dah takde jantina lain lagi bole buat partner...
kan ?
for those yang break up putus di bahu jalan tu, jangan lah bermusuhan umpama pernah kena debik atas pentas WWE, chill je....be friend...jangan musuh...
* as if your ex doesnt bring disaster to you lahh... kalau dia pun perangai nauzubillah tinggal tak kena halilintar je, emm...bawak fikirla...
tapi, kalau dia pun cool je plus bertambah kacak or anggun lagi, janganlah dipermusuhi...perkawankan lah...
*bm woi bm !

oklah...macam panjang ni...meleret-leret...babai...assalamualaikum =D

2013

Happy New Year

It is 00.07 of January 1st 2012...opps 2013...

May Allah swt bless all of us... =D

May I get everything I desire this year...^_^

Masa depan yang depan depan

Hai...

Assalamualaikum...^_^

Masih menaip...

Bosan ?

Oh, Tidak !

Saya suka leteran dalaman... HAHA ( kononla kelakar )

Tajuk ?

Masa depan yang depan depan...

Actually, I still get myself blurred bout this...huhu

To do this or to do that ?

Banyak betul sebenarnya benda nak buat...mission to accomplish... tapi benda tu setakat dalam otak jer...

tak keluar melalui tindakan...

last-last bersemadi jer dalam blog ni....buat nye tak...

bazir masa bazir masa...!

" Things are created TWICE...planning in mind and through action..."

Aku selalu cemerlang 'planning in mind' jer...uhh...banyak anganan...kalau list dalam kertas,

tumbang balak hutan tiga puluh pemeluk pun tak cukup kertas nak tulis angan-angan aku...

Minah Jenin !

Akan tetapi, most of the anganan, I try my best to fulfill it tak kisah kejap ke lama masa yang aku ambil...

I must end up obtaining this, obtaining that... !

Tapi, bila angan-angan tu menjangkau ke bintang, umur tu tak tahu Allah swt nak pinjamkan lama mana, 

last-last end up with certain things-to-do but I dont do...

Jadi, aku curious tentang masa depan yang depan depan aku macam mana...

Adakah aku insyaAllah jadi hamba Allah yang solehah ? jadi anak yang baik ?

Adakah aku akan succeeded jadi specialist berjaya?

Adakah aku akan mendapat peluang memberikan seminar untuk pelajar-pelajar perubatan?

Adakah aku akan berjaya menulis buku ilmiah yang berguna?

Adakah aku akan menjadi seorang yang mahir giler masak-memasak?...campak-campak jer sesuka hati dalam periuk belanga...maka terjadilah sesuatu makanan bertaraf 5 bintang?

Adakah aku akan menjadi cantik jelita dan langsing ?...sungguh langsing sehingga aku tidak perlu berasa khuatir sekiranya termakan lebih? 

Adakah aku akan berjalan dengan stiletto merah atau kuning ke majlis-majlis tertentu dan berjumpa Prince Charming ?

and I'm in love with Edward Cullen not Robert Pattinson...sebab tu aku kalau jatuh admire dekat hero filem or drama, aku tak sibuk-sibuk nak stalk diri dia yang sebenar...pasal aku suka dia yang dalam cerita basically...and sebab kita tak tahu perangai dia kat luar macam mana...maybe he is sleepwalking...? huhu

Adakah aku akan berjaya memiliki rumah sebesar-besar alam dan kereta berderet-deret? Okay itu melampau !

HUHU...banyak angan-angan mak, nok !!

angan-angan yang semua orang pun nak kan...haha

tapi, ada satu benda tu yang aku tak mention-mention...haha

TO BE A GOOD WIFE AND A TRUE MOM !

when come to this part...ahh !! so clueless...haha....

because to be a mom, I must have a child, and to be a wife I must have a so-called husband...

bukan tak nak jadi... tapi I still think that the guy who I really want is absent from this earth...huhu

does he come from Mars ? aiyoo ~ 

dah tak cukup lelaki Bumi gamaknye yang kamu nak alien tu kenapa faezah?

I dont find one la...

I am almost 20...and I dont find any...

My friends have someone in heart at least, or someone who wants them or best-boy-friend that could be relayed on kalau dah sesak-sesak...or they have handsome neighbour paling tidak?? haha...me?? none!!

I haven't any...ada suka orang tapi...entah...berkubur ! haha...forget it ~

I dont have any best boy-friend that I can marry kalau dah sesak-sesak sangat...BULP~

Why did I say such this?

Sebab I'll stay here until I graduate and mingle around with same boys...for another 4 years...

and apparently I dont have time to know another boys out there in other part of the world...

sometimes, aku wonder kan bagus kalau aku buat twinning programme...

boleh jumpa banyak calons...haha *anganan lagi

then, I graduate insyaAllah and I'll do my HO things...busy meh...ada masa ker cari calon? haha.

for sure NO !

then, finish 2 hectic years...plus kena buli dengan MO...

I prefer to continue my study...in specialty which I want to specialize in...

then another 2-3 years... maybe I'll meet someone during that period...maybe lahh...

and for sure he is a happily married man !

then, finish...

by that time, aku dah tua pun...

takde siapa dah nak...

and lastly, I adopt child and only have chance to become a mom not a wife...

tak apala...jadilah dari takde....hahaha~

so...baiklah biarkan anganan itu KIV dulu...haha

pasal hal ini satu-satunya menyangkut tentang orang lain...

banding yang dalam list aku kat atas tadi tu...

tu berdasarkan aku...whether me do it or not ! right??

hehe....

semoga apa yang dihajati tu aku berjaya dapat insyaAllah...=D

okay.. that's all...

selamat malam . mimpi indah . tidur ketat . XD