Assalamualaikum.
Hi...!
Ya Tuhan lately hidup mengalami banyak keserabutan.
My life boleh tahan pelik juga, sometimes it's a prolong summer sometimes tornadoes come hitting, oh man really bala bencana!
So then yesterday got ophtalmology examination, the study leaves were so not enjoyable, bundles to read and exam for clinical years ni pelik sikit~
kalau dulu untuk practical, kena jawab soalan by station, tulis jawapan atas answer sheet, then doctor cakap SHIFT! then moved to another station, repeat until all station done.
sekarang panggil OSCE, ada station juga but this time verbal answer, semua kena cakap, like oral la juga, which is unfavorable, sebab we need to be quick, and we cannot answer wrongly or belasah jer, malulah kalau doctors buat muka haha~
most of doctors pula expect kita tahu semua benda dari kerak bumi hingga langit ke tujuh LOL
most of doctors pula expect kita tahu semua benda dari kerak bumi hingga langit ke tujuh LOL
and answers haruslah answers yang doctors nak dengar, unnecessary it's there in book, so cannot depends just on book.
then, for MCQs, jawab macam ujian memandu dulu, which is also unfavorable, sebab our face will be straight forward tengok computer instead of tunduk tengok question paper as usual.
So rasa macam ilmu tak mencurah jatuh LOL, banyak songeh pulak kan~
Whatever it is tengoklah result nanti macam mana hmm...
So yeah, endless keserabutan as there'll be another exam in one week, what an unfinished affair~
That was my first keserabutan, EXAM, which is keserabutan of every students.
Then now aku round Surgery, 6 days only sebab it's so basic, basic pun banyak pages juga, takyah nak basic sangat lah LOL, like I've mentioned before, another exam next week, All the best to myself!
Okay next is about house, we wanna move out sebab one of my housemates has moved out into her best friends' house, actually dia jarang pun tidur sini, so paying monthly rent for the house which she didn't even live in was such a waste, kalau aku jadi dia, lagilah dah lama aku keluar LOL~
So, we decided ( we here means aku and Eila) to live with only both of us, and we decided to search for a two-room house, which is quite difficult but it's not that difficult, sebab house here mostly got 3 rooms, but it's not impossible to find a two-room house, just the rental price which matters.
( Not impossible means possible, macam tulah MCQs pattern of question, Choose the answer which is not wrong It's not that hard to type 'true' though~ )
Pray for us so that we manage to find a good house with a good price, I'm not demanding for a perfect house, just good one will do.
Next is about winter break planning. I've planned to visit my someone in Russia, but my mom didn't approve, because travelling alone is risky, and to find a travel companion is quite difficult, as who wants to visit an icy cold place when there's place with Disneyland and handbags?
Reality checked, so I know you're gonna read this, N, here's the reason.
Oh ya come to think of travelling alone, I remembered yesterday on the way home alone after finishing the exam, I walked calmly when suddenly, there's this one guy took over me, and looked at me with a suspicious look. Dia pandang sambil senyum sinis, OMG aku dah cuak dah masa tu, then I wanted to turn right into my house building's alley, then this guy pun masuk the same lorong. Tambah cuak aku, He walked and turned back looking at me at the same time, kalau dah empat-lima kali orang buat macam tu, giler pula tak takut kan, mestilah takut. Pepper spray pun takde dalam beg masa tu, then I took a very small step, very small one. That guy masuk lorong kiri, I walked straightly, masa aku pandang lorong kiri tu sebab nak assure the guy is there or not, yes he's still there, looking at me, oh god cuak at its max, I walked very quickly, and sambil otak ligat berfikir whether to go straight or masuk my house building, kalau jalan kat luar bahaya juga, kalau nak pergi rumah pun bahaya juga, sebab takut dia follow up sampai rumah, lagi macam macam dia boleh buat.
Oh man how?!! On that time berdoa jer pada Tuhan. Then, I decided to enter my house building, Luckily, I remembered that the lobby gate is lockable, I shut the gate and sempat peeped, that guy came back from that lorong kiri and looked at that almost closed gate, OMG terrifying! Memang dia ada bad intention,
I ran naik tangga sampai rumah, tutup pintu kunci semua sebab takut sangat!
Alhamdulillah nothing happened to me and my property.
Then cerita kat Eila.
Eila said " Lincah jugak kau fikir nak tutup pintu bawah tu, kalau aku gelabah dah nak buat apa"
Itu pertolongan Allah nak bagi kan, di saat kita minta Dia tolong, Dia tak kasi hero but at least Dia kasi ilham. Alhamdulillah.
Oh ya come to think of travelling alone, I remembered yesterday on the way home alone after finishing the exam, I walked calmly when suddenly, there's this one guy took over me, and looked at me with a suspicious look. Dia pandang sambil senyum sinis, OMG aku dah cuak dah masa tu, then I wanted to turn right into my house building's alley, then this guy pun masuk the same lorong. Tambah cuak aku, He walked and turned back looking at me at the same time, kalau dah empat-lima kali orang buat macam tu, giler pula tak takut kan, mestilah takut. Pepper spray pun takde dalam beg masa tu, then I took a very small step, very small one. That guy masuk lorong kiri, I walked straightly, masa aku pandang lorong kiri tu sebab nak assure the guy is there or not, yes he's still there, looking at me, oh god cuak at its max, I walked very quickly, and sambil otak ligat berfikir whether to go straight or masuk my house building, kalau jalan kat luar bahaya juga, kalau nak pergi rumah pun bahaya juga, sebab takut dia follow up sampai rumah, lagi macam macam dia boleh buat.
Oh man how?!! On that time berdoa jer pada Tuhan. Then, I decided to enter my house building, Luckily, I remembered that the lobby gate is lockable, I shut the gate and sempat peeped, that guy came back from that lorong kiri and looked at that almost closed gate, OMG terrifying! Memang dia ada bad intention,
I ran naik tangga sampai rumah, tutup pintu kunci semua sebab takut sangat!
Alhamdulillah nothing happened to me and my property.
Then cerita kat Eila.
Eila said " Lincah jugak kau fikir nak tutup pintu bawah tu, kalau aku gelabah dah nak buat apa"
Itu pertolongan Allah nak bagi kan, di saat kita minta Dia tolong, Dia tak kasi hero but at least Dia kasi ilham. Alhamdulillah.
Back to my vacation story, actually I wanna join Eila and friends to that place with Disneyland and handbags but the same flight ticket price hiked up so steeply, then I decided not to go anywhere, until I met Zaidah in the lecture hall this morning, she got no winter break plan, and me too, plan-less, so we decided to plan something together, tomorrow gonna check the flight ticket, again hopefully everything goes well.
Hopefully. Just pray, pretty please.
So yeah what else?
Oh yeah last week or fortnight, I barely remember, I presented my assignment in front of everybody and guess what they said...?
It's totally different, because usually during others' presentation, the others would go through their books or phones or sleep or else, but during my presentation, all was looking straightly to me, for that several minutes, and no one looked down to their books, and mostly were smiling and some were laughing, I wondered why and I asked them in the middle of my presentation, because as far as I concern, I didn't make any joke.
Without realizing, I actually came out with an unexpectable commercial tone! LOL
So I came back home with several notifications on Twitter, so I asked is it that bad~
Kaklong yang lurus bendul haha~ she thought that I came back to Malaysia or something.
amboi Abby~
Oh and some internal depression which I won't share them here, too private haha~
Last words, pray so that I can get over all this keserabutan, I'm still young to face all this LOL.
Till then.
Assalamualaikum.
