LiFe As A SiNgLe.....

Initially...I do think I'm bout juz to type only a new post for tonite...but i dunno wth is going on, i am excessively hardworkin to do another one...hehe~

N the new topic is all about life as a single...

Many people who have been clashed b4 dun have any interest to share even a lil bit bout their love story... It might be too hurt to be remembered n recalled...or they might be shy to share it...or they wanna to forget it at all...

And I, as a person who are used being in love, may agree bout the first n second view...but i dun prefer the last... Do u know that love story is too magnificent to be forget..? I dun wanna forget mine... Even it's so hurtin...but at least u have an experience being loved n loving person...hehe..mine began at my age 15 y/o..so young isnt it?hehe...n my ex is a year older than me...actually, i've been stalkin for him since i was in form one...it sounds like in malay idiom..'bgai pungguk rndukan bulan' rite? haha...i dunno which one of the english idiom gives meaning like that...but i do think it's normal for us...n it's absolutely a big lucky to have the person that we love who mutually love us too...and sometimes, it happens...n we were officially being a couple for bout 4 years...4 YEARS....yeah,i really meant that...a quite long time...but lastly, we have broken up...maybe we weren't meant for each other..huhu...n i admitted it that all those things happened because of me...my fault...maybe i'm too young n not matured yet to be in love n to be a girlfriend...hoho~ sincerely from the bottom of my heart...I'M NOT MATURED YET TO BE A GIRLFRIEND...he is a good boyfie i think...too nice to stand with my bad habits..huhu...but it was ended up...on November 14, 2011...(if i'm not mistaken)~~

Ok...forget bout that...

I'm gonna tell u how do I undergo my single life...It's definitely not an easy one at the first..n i guess that everybody have known bout that...

It feels like suckss...huhuhu...no morning wishes...no nyte wishes...no more 'i love u'...no more the sentence like...'where did u go?i've been waiting for u for bout 2 hours n only now u r on9...' huhu...

*serious story... I felt so lonely at that particular time...i wanna name that time as...'frustrating phase'..huhu...At that specifically 'frustrating phase' I couldnt even smile or laughin..huhu...ok..it sounds over~hoho...i could laugh but not really in happy mode..huhu...

So,accordin to my experience....what do we have to do to overcome this frustrating period??

the most favourable answer i think is....find the NEW one...haha...(ok..nope...i'm jokin) =.=

juz go back to the path that you have left it before...i mean...always be wif ur friends..if they know that u r juz clashed..i think they would have cheered u up...seriously...since u have ur boyfie before, i'm sure that ur time wif ur besties is quite distrupted...for me who had never go out for a date...i dun think it's the prob...so i always have time wif my friends...juz hang out wif them...if they cannot help u much, maybe a lil do worth it...n for those who live wif their parents, try to have the nice moment wif ur parents...siblings...Maybe this is the time to strengthen the family bond that was slightly distrupted too before...Try to have a talk wif ur Mom...i'm sure it will work out...n it doesnt a matter if ur Mom didnt even know bout ur frustratin period....coz Mom is the only person that can calm us in how much bad time we have...(n now i miss my Mom badly....T.T)

N the most important...be more interacting wif our Creator..Allah the Almighty...maybe these all things happened for reason. He asked us to give more our attention to Him...n be a better 'abdu...

DONT BE SAD...LA TAHZAN....Allah have promised us that....A good man for a good woman..n vice versa...so kindly do believe with HIM....n be patient...coz He wants to create another better love story for us...hee...

ok...i typed toooo much.....n it's overloaded...huhu...till meet again...bye...^_^

M.A.T.U.R.I.T.Y......*on DIETTTT

It's about approximately a month that i didnt do anything bout anything....actually i had to sit for the MR MODULE 4 : MUSCULOSKELETAL SYSTEM exam which was held on April 22 practically n April 26 'MCQ'ally...(rubbish language yerrr_)...so I had to struggle like crazy lahh in order to cover all the topics we had learnt...n bout my feeling after sitting for that particular exam was just like nice...bla3... juz tawakkal ila Allah swt...:)

Mentioning bout MUSCULOSKELETAL SYSTEM module...it's soo interesting n exciting n informative n challenging...(especially when my tears began to roll down my cheek when i had to stand with the strong vapour of the formalin)...it is soooo irritating u know...huhu...n me also had a nice n wonderful time with the 'mayat's in the morgue there...HAHA...(intentionally mentioning the word 'mayat' so that there is some horror sound there..haha..sarcactic..-.-)...everyday, we have to visit em n i do think they were already bout to know us....hohoho

BUT...that's not actually the topic that i wanna share this time...

I wanna type (i'm not even writing)...bout M A T U R I T Y.....

aCTUALLY, one of my besties here in Egypt...the baby one...have just celebrating her 19th birthday wonderfully wif us at Syaaban Seafood Restaurant... n in all of sudden, I was to think bout myself...as I had long2 time ago celebrated mine..on January 22...when I would become a mature girl??? Wahh..it sounds awesome rite when someone in the very happy moment was thinking n having 'kesedaran' bout herself...LOL...

Although I am 19 y/o overseas medic student, I am juz like a kid...huhu...*not true story...it's a *serious story....I were sometimes so childish-minded in making decision n usually easy to get mad bout something...but since I've been in Egypt (the Prophets' Land)...i manage to control it bit by bit...

It might be a big success for me..(WOOOOO...big applause for Faezah binti Md Fauzi)...haha

Maybe this is the time when I HAVE to learn n to be the matured one...ngehehehe....^_^

N currently I am on DIETTTT...!!! haha..it sounds funny n sometimes awkward when a Faezah Fauzi wanna have her diet...kuang3~

I won't do it without purpose...actually..since I've been here...i have gained 3 kilos more....hohoho...what a jerk...lolololol....but..the fat gaining was with intention...to insulate some heat during last winter....keh2...n...summer will come sooner...so..i have to expel these 3 kilos or maybe more than that to ease my movement n to look slimmer as i gonna home in 2 months time...heeeeee....

So...I hope that I will be istiqomah in my diet...n get my ideal weight back...kui3...

ok....I think I have settle down for this time....till meet again...:D

M A N U S I A . . .

 

manusia ini....kadang-kadang kerana dilimpahkan anugerah dunia yang pelbagai, menjadikan dia alpa dan leka dalam mengejar anugerah akhirat yang dijanjikan Allah swt...
berbaloikah manusia itu menjadi seorang manusia apabila manusia itu tidak kenal Sang Penciptanya???
berbaloikah hamba itu menjadi seorang hamba apabila hamba itu tidak kenal siapa Tuhannya???
situasi tersebut samalah kiranya dengan analogi ini...
Berbaloikah SIM card itu menjadi sekeping SIM card andai SIM card itu tidak kenal apa itu telefon bimbit???
Kadang-kadang manusia ini berfikir hayatnya jauh lagi dikandung badan...jadi dia berbuat kezaliman, dia melakukan kemungkaran, dia gembira menjadi manusia yang berdosa sebaliknya malu menjadi manusia yang suci....
berbaloikah manusia ini memiliki hayat yang panjang selagi dia tidak patuh dan mencintai Sang Pemberi Hayat itu???
berhakkah saya yang sikap saya seperti kadang-kadang itu meniti syurga Allah swt yakni pencipta saya????
terdiam sebentar....
INSYAALLAH....saya mampu BERUBAH....^_^ 

 

Ya Allah..bantulah hambamu ini.....dugaan2..-.-

Dugaan??? apa jenis dugaan yang melanda setiap individu di muka bumi ini...??
Bermacam-macam jenis dugaan yang perlu dihadapi oleh kita selaku manusia yakni khalifah Allah di bumi-Nya ini...
Ada dalam kalangan kita yang berjaya menghadapi tetapi tidak kurang juga yang tewas dek kerana godaan syaitan ataupun tenggelam dalam arus kenipisan iman...
Kita kadang2...menjadi seorang yang sempurna dan memiliki pelbagai nikmat ini terlalu taksub dengan impian,cita2 dan angan2...sehingga ada masa kita terlena sebentar dibuai kebahagiaan...lupa,alpa terus hanyut dibawa arus keduniaan yang deras...Hal ini membuat saya terdiam sejenak (malahan berjenak-jenak...-.-)...
Belakangan ini...entah kenapa..(asal ayt novel ni???)...saya terasa begitu MALAS hendak mengulangkaji pelajaran...terlalu malas sehinggakan hanya halaman buku module 4 yang memandang saya tanpa saya hiraukannya...sedih...kasihan module saya...T.T...
Rasa seakan2 hilang mood,hilang minat hendak membaca,memahami,mentafsir..perkataan2 itu...mujurlah saya masih berminat ke kelas dan tidak pernah terniat utk ponteng kuliah...kalau sampai ponteng kelas...dah bukan FAEZAH FAUZI rasanya diri ini.....
seringkali saya teringat dan rindu MUMMY,ABAH n adik2 kt MALAYSIA tapi kerinduan itu tidak mampu mengatasi kemalasan ini...sepatutnya apabila saya ingat mereka semangat saya untuk belajar lebih tinggi...tapi........kemalasan betul2 mencengkam hati,perasaan dan jiwa ini...
KENAPA??KENAPA???KENAPA????
saya rasa saya perlu berubah....untuk jadi lebih rajin...macam dalam ayat Al-Mathurat niii...

اَللَّهُمَّ اِنِّى اَعُوْذُ بِكَ مِنَ الْهَمِّ وَالْحَزَنِ  
وَاَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنَ الْعَجْزِ وَالْكَسَلِ
وَاَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنَ الْجُبْنِ وَالْبُخْلِ
وَاَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ غَلَبَةِ الدَّيْنِ وَقَهْرِ الرِّ جَالِ

F A L L I N G I N L O V E . . .

FALLING IN LOVE?? better DONTT!!!

it's annoying,hurting,confusing.stressing....so,better dont...when u think u r ready mentally..then go on..

or..the feeling between both of u are mutually in love...that'll be no probs..(ye ke? have it once but still it's annoying n terrible hurting!!)

so..xyah la susah2 nk bcinta or jatuh cinta...for those who are fallin in love LIKE ME...it's so much better to fade it away before it becomes WORST or in other word MORE HURTING n ANNOYING...

better kahwin terus...

haa...i love to hear this song...especially the lyrics...

Astrid – Tentang Rasa

Aku tersesat
Menuju hatimu
Beri aku jalan yang indah
Ijinkan ku lepas penatku
‘tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan
Membuatku takut kehilangan
Ku titipkan cahaya terang
Tak padam di dera goda dan masa

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

BoSaN tApI mAlAS....uhuh

bosan tp malas???cmne 2? hoho...
simptom berbahaya ini sering melanda diri seorang FAEZAH FAUZI sejak kebelakangan ini....
simptom ini amatlah menggugat perasaan,fizikal dan mental FAEZAH ini....
ok.stop mengarottt...!!!
sriously,buku tebai dok menunggu nuh...tp malaih nak baca...pas2 hingaq kata bosan...
sesungguhnya tidak faham akan hakikat diri ini...

tp xpela...love n live ur life..ngeh2...

me n my buddies+anak arab mne ntah..but cute!!! ^_^

hidup ku kini........

n now i'm in alexandria,egypt!!! sumpah mmg lama gler xupdate blog....bukan kte bsawang je...mmg da jd hutan rimba blog ni..haiyaa...nk kte xde mse...bnyk je mse pdhl...lol...

Life as a medical student??? i mean MEDICAL STUdent...mcm STUpid je rse...ngeh2...
emm....ktorg kt alex univ ni pky sistem module...jd average: a module for a month...module bukn kta cm buku cerita snow white n 7 dwarfs tuu... tebai kottt.... tulisan module 2 plak kian lme kian kcil... u know lahh kn what i mean??
 Then...approximately 3-4 days before exam....mmg berasap+menggelegak+almost meletup la kn kpala nk hadap....aigoo -.-....
Tp whateva lahh...demi CITA-CITA, IMPIAN AKU n IMPIAN MUMMY....ku gagah kan jua...

emm....but thats not the main point nk cte la this time....ni psl satu bnde yg da lme gler bsarang n da beranak pinak pon dlm kpala aku...

PIC EDITTING.....(mcm gempak je kn org yg edit2 pic ni..huh..whateva!!!)

aku memang benci sgt dgn manusia2 n insaniah2 yg edit pic...ntah knapa....but since long time ago...
bg ak...PIC EDITTING is HIDING ORIGINALITY....but then...aku xde hal je ng budak2 yg edit lightning of the pics...ak jd ade hal bila org tu da mula ubh fizikal dy yakni yang dicipta oleh Allah swt....hurmmm

muka lu da gelap lu ubah kasi putih punyaa....
hidung lu kembang lu kasi mancung punyaa.....
mata lu kecik lu kasi besar pnya adala saiz biji kedondong cm 2..(haiyaa...mata gua pon kecik kan-.-)
bukan nk kte xpuas hati la....tp mmg annoying la insaniah2 cmni....
slalunya kta akan kerap kali terlihat pic2 gini kt laman sosial facebook,twitter n etc....

ps2....biasala bla da edit 2...lawa la kn...(tangan ke dada..mata ke atas)...padahal FAKE!!!!
friends dy pon ke maen la like ape sume..komen2....

1) u lawa la...i like ur pic......(nada gedik)
2) lawenyeewwww...shumpah i jelewshhhh tawwww...( jnis2 grammar ni mmg ckup ku benci petala ke 8 la...)
3)awak comeyl lahh...(-.-)....ps 2 tmbh lg...da ad bf/gf?? (-.-')
4) mu comey....agok2 bilo nok jd gewe saye?? (versi kelantan)hehehehe.....

huh....apakah????????
pastu.....org bkenaan yg mengEDIT pic nye itu pon dengan penuh KEKEMBANGAN pun berbangga gler la kt c2 kn....adoii...pening den mikirnye....-.-
PEDULI LAHH mereka2 ini....yg pasti xkacau saya...heeeeee
 biarlah sesekali mereka ingin juga bergembira dengan WAJAH n PENAMPILAN mereka...sekian...

okla...maleh doh nok type pnjg2....sehingga ketemu...(bahasa rojak..harap maklum)