Assalamualaikum
Hi...:D
I kept this entry for nearly a month before I decided to post it leuls.
So I observed this whole facts about me thingy on all social media I have since few weeks before,
and it amused me that there were friends who were eager to type like 20 random facts about them on the caption space of the instagram.
Damn it's tiny lels!
To read it doesn't need much effort but to type it~
So, because I'm the one who's easily influenced, let me share some random facts about me.
I don't wanna guarantee till where I can go with this, nvm just do read.
Lemme start!
1. I'm the first out of three, and it makes me a bit matured, however I don't like my name since forever, first because it's just one word, second it sounds old-school. I'd always questioned my mom why this name out of all names in this whole world. Le mommy answered ' Be grateful. It's your name which had brought you to where you are standing currently. It means; the winner~' Foine mommy.......
2. It's normal in milestone for any babies to know how to walk at the age of 9 months, however I could only make it at the age of 1 year and 3 months. I did know how to what Malays call it-bertatih. But Mommy said if it's not far and didn't need much effort, then only I did. If it's far on my estimation, then I simply crawled. Because I believed that 'bertatih' would cause me several falling downs, and I never ever did something dangerous to myself! Once I felt that I was big, strong and competent enough to walk, then only I decided to walk and never fell down. If this is true, so I was brilliant since baby!
3. It was 2004 when I was involved in a minor accident, that had brought me straightly into the deep narrow drain during cycling. Something unusual had happened when I didn't realize how I fell down, because 'I' was too busy informing my neighbour who was with me, that I'd plunged myself into the drain. As far as I could remember, I woke up to her voice paging my name out loud. That's why when anyone else said something like, " It's horrible to imagine how much pain they bore when the plane exploded and blown out of sky," No, I believe they didn't feel anything, as spirit has flown out leaving the body even since the plane shook terribly. The spirits maybe flying upper or had landed safely on ground! Consequently, I had my right clavicle cracked, wounded 50% of my left arm, had a nail-stab on my right foot. Perfect combo on three of four limbs! I put off cycling since then.
4. I'd stay favoring same type of food and beverages, same place I've been before, same things I've always done. Despite of uncertain desires of mine, I am very loyal to something I've used to do, to enjoy.
5. I love freedom. Exactly. I did some homework by browsing some sites stating characters of an Aquarius girl, and there it is. I love freedom in everything, in deciding, in movement, in desires. It's so not cool of being restricted and caged in things I never like. For instances, if there's something I've decided to do, and my parents objected it, I'd fight for it with flesh and blood, by presenting all the benefits to them until they finally agreed! To shorten everything, there's nothing can restrict me from deciding things for my life. Maybe that's why I had my two past relationships failed, because those possessive ex-es were too busy restricting my movement. Damn I didn't enjoy reporting everything I was up to every half an hour, worse during the second, every 5 minutes. Of course I feel bad when I treat others like that, I deeply regret and apologize if I ever restrict anyone's freedom, I promise you it'll be the last.
6. I move on easily so far, and I always believe it's a gift from God whenever I see some of my girlfriends even boyfriends ( guy friends ) suffering a lot during their post-break offs or found out their crushes belong to someone else. And I can still greet my ex-es or ex-crushes as a friend, while most of people just can't. Why do we need to suffer when there are abundant of sapiens exist on the earth ?
7. I fancy babies a load! Probably, I will love my future baby more than my future husband himself. If there's any....baby or even husband !
8. I used to browse something like ' Married life vs Single life ', as there're many reported problems about marriage I've heard. I become paranoid when it comes to marriage. I talked a load bout it but most of its parts always freak me out!
9. I never believe that there's perfect charming guy out there, but good looking is a plus ! At some points, it's hard for me to trust these XYs, especially their words. Words kill !
10. I stand on reality, that I always lower my expectation. Reality needs struggles not a plain dream.
11. I'm better at science over maths, even though they both require IQ skill. During primary, I was good at science but so weak in Maths because I made silly mistakes like miswriting the numbers. Then I struggled my everything to be good at Maths, finally I did it but I lost in science. At my lower form, I was good at Maths but so weak in science, and at my upper form, I was good at those three science subjects, but so so so weak in Addmaths, but I didn't put much effort on it, I didn't want to lose my science neurons just to an Addmaths. I just studied Addmaths so that I could afford an A and grabbed the scholarship for medicine degree studies. They both seem to alternate my brain domination. Now, I am very bad at numbers, but I don't and never bother anymore, it's good enough that I can calculate my expenses and patients' pulses !
12. I do adore the persons who are good at the things I ain't no good at. So be good at the things I'm not good at, so that I can adore you !
13. I enjoy old songs, especially metal songs, where guitar plays major rule, and of course I don't like girlish songs. Do listen to Always Somewhere- Scorpions, nice song ! It's my current time favourite since I figured it out at Alexandria. It's released in 1979 btw ! I'm really addicted to old singers as they got soul while singing, you don't need to see their faces or anything, just listen to them, you got the feeling~ the melody itself sounds very nice. Here's the video. Enjoy it! This is the official old MV of Always Somewhere by Scorpions.
Scorpions White Dove. Released in 1995.
Zombie-The Cranberries. 1994.
14. I have interest on unreal things, such as reincarnation, grim reaper, living as dead persons~
15. I enjoy travelling.....alone ! Currently, I'm in a plan of visiting my friend's place. I hope it works out as desired. It's just my parents' permission that matters for now, seems like I again will present the benefits to them, I don't know whether I'm able to figure out even a single benefit from it or not. sigh~
16. People keep saying that women are complicated. Come closer and get knowing me and you know I ain't one. I don't want to call this as a self-praised but I'm an understanding person. Even if you're a serial killer then you come to me breaking down why you did that, I would understand you ! hyperbole at its best~ lels. You can always tell and explain anything to me, I will always try my best to understand you :) just tell, that's what matters.
17. Easy-going. Yup I'm an easy going girl. Because of that and the fact that I always care less about things, I prefer to make a friend boy over girl, and I ain't no awkward I can promise you.
18. When I'm at home, I would love paging 'Mommy!' out loud. I know it always annoys my mom, but she'll be patiently replying me 'iyeee' without fail.
19. I don't know what else to tell lels.
17. Easy-going. Yup I'm an easy going girl. Because of that and the fact that I always care less about things, I prefer to make a friend boy over girl, and I ain't no awkward I can promise you.
18. When I'm at home, I would love paging 'Mommy!' out loud. I know it always annoys my mom, but she'll be patiently replying me 'iyeee' without fail.
19. I don't know what else to tell lels.
Till then.
Bye.
Assalamualaikum.
Bye.
Assalamualaikum.