Assalamualaikum
Hi
So, it's approaching Syawal now, about 2 days more.
I'm sad as this is my second time of not celebrating Hari Raya with my family.
So, I refuse to prepare anything for Hari Raya as it's so saddening.
What is the meaning of Hari Raya without my family? *sigh
And next year will be the third year of no Raya, again huh
Eila barged into my room just now to ask for some paracetamol; she's having the girl monthly-thing, the cramp seems so real this time, she had never asked paracetamol from me before.
We had some small talk for a while, her boyfriend had gone back to Malaysia to celebrate raya and apparently, her boyfriend's family already had their Raya family photo thingy, probably because her boyfriend's brother which is now a doctor, doesn't get Raya break and has to celebrate it at the hospital.
I cringed because I thought it's impossible for Moslem government staff to not have Raya break.
Apparently, I'm wrong.
This has made me sad and annoyed even more.
Three Raya-less years and suddenly God forbids that I don't have Raya break during my housemanship (if Allah wills).
How painful and torturing it is to me?
I don't care if I don't get enough rest, I don't care if I have to work for 33 hours, I don't care if I don't get enough time to eat or drink ( it's okay I can get slimmer ) but I freaking care if I don't have the freaking Raya break.
Please Allah, please give me Raya break *wailing*
And tell you what, we almost don't have Raya break this year, the schedule so packed that we still have class on first day of Raya and the consecutive days.
That's so terrible I got no mood for the whole day, until the SR (my last two years job haha) told us that he had our department rescheduled the time table, and finally we have like four-days off.
Alhamdulillah.
Although it doesn't change the fact that I'm not going to celebrate Raya with my family, still the tense has reduced a bit, because having class on Raya Aidilfitri sounds so terrible guys. So terrible.
Thanks for reading my whines.
Selamat Hari Raya guys.
Till then.
Assalamualaikum.
Apparently, I'm wrong.
This has made me sad and annoyed even more.
Three Raya-less years and suddenly God forbids that I don't have Raya break during my housemanship (if Allah wills).
How painful and torturing it is to me?
I don't care if I don't get enough rest, I don't care if I have to work for 33 hours, I don't care if I don't get enough time to eat or drink ( it's okay I can get slimmer ) but I freaking care if I don't have the freaking Raya break.
Please Allah, please give me Raya break *wailing*
And tell you what, we almost don't have Raya break this year, the schedule so packed that we still have class on first day of Raya and the consecutive days.
That's so terrible I got no mood for the whole day, until the SR (my last two years job haha) told us that he had our department rescheduled the time table, and finally we have like four-days off.
Alhamdulillah.
Although it doesn't change the fact that I'm not going to celebrate Raya with my family, still the tense has reduced a bit, because having class on Raya Aidilfitri sounds so terrible guys. So terrible.
Thanks for reading my whines.
Selamat Hari Raya guys.
Till then.
Assalamualaikum.
