The Choices.

The choice that was supposed to be ours.

But it was not.

The choice that stayed tightly in our grip.

But it was not our grip that was tight.

The choice that revolved around our world obediently.

But it was not our world's will to stay at the center.

It was destiny.

Assalamualaikum.

Hi.

Throughout this wonderful-sometimes-bitter life, too much choices had been made.

Those choices which had chanelled us to the path we are in right now, leaving away the other unchosen choices untagged along into the path with us.

At some point in our lifeline, as we sit calmly on the couch sipping favourite beverage from the cup until the bottom's up, and our eyes stare ahead blink-lessly, imagining what our life would be if we decided to choose other unchosen path, that's when we get puzzled.

What everything would be...?

Is everything would be the same or they turn upside down in the way we have never expected?

So am I.

I chose things.

And I am choosing things.

Whether to keep on writing this or to hit the CLOSE button.

And I will choose things.

And should I be thinking that I was the one who had chosen things?

Or I am the one who is choosing things?

And always be the one who will choose things for my life?

These are not mine.

The choices.....are not mine.

Same goes to you.

You chose things.

And you are choosing things.

Whether to keep on reading this piece till the end or to close the tab.

And you will choose things.

And should you be thinking that you were the one who had chosen things?

Or you are the one who is choosing things?

And always be the one who will choose things for your life?

Those are not yours.

The choices.....are not yours.

You and I, we are restricted by the choices themselves.

We will choose things which are good for ourselves.

So what with the choices?

They are not choices.

They are the rightest thing blending together with other wrong things.

So where are the choices?

There is no choice.

We have no choice.

Come to think of it, what if we had chosen inaccurately?

What if we regret our choice because the outcome isn't the one we want?

That's when if and only ifs start to attack us.

That's when we start to cry and moan for our ridiculous fault back then.

That's when we feel our world is hitting its end.

That's pretty when we blame the whole world.

No, our lifeline isn't something superficial.

It ought to be something behind everything.

What if the inaccurate choice we had chosen was the rightest thing above all?

What if the outcome that we don't want its presence was actually the realest thing ever happened to our life?

The realest thing that will bring us to another fortunate path, way better from other fortunate paths of others'.

Shall we still regret?
Shall we still question the whole world?

The choice.
We always believe in the choices we had chosen.
To take us into the rightest path of life.
Until the outcomes pop out, we grin for victory and we moan for failure.
So, your chosen choice which had directed you to victory was right but the same choice you'd chosen which unfortunately brought you down was totally wrong? 

It was the same choice.
So what with choices?
There is no choice.
Whether for satisfaction or for sorrow.
There is no choice.
It is destiny.

We are living in destiny, clueless, completely in uncertainty, and we are not able to choose.
All is written.
And we follow the flow,
like the water flows in the river,
like the dew drops down to the earth due to gravitational force.
The struggle in following the flow, that's what matters.

Leaping to conclusion, for everything bad happened, there must be something good inside it, and for everything good happened, there must be something better in it.
We don't blame the Lord, it's His job.
His job is the best job ever.
We don't blame ourselves, it leads to depression.
And we are not going anywhere with depression haunting us.

We sit back and keep calm, for good things, we smile of gratefulness, and for bad, we still smile of gratefulness because at last we realized that it is wrong, and we repent, although we don't know whether we shall repeat it or not, we apologize and always think how nice and great the Lord is.
And don't cry, or if you cry, wipe the tears :)

this is a nice post breakup song actually ;) *it depends on how we analyze the lyrics*

Till then.
Bye.
Assalamualaikum.